I stood in front of his driveway as he place the last box in the moving truck. I gulped trying to hold back the tears. His cool relaxed figure walked up to me. He had on his 'poker-face' He didn't want me to see him in a vulnerable state. He smiled, even though it was forced and you could tell it was the fakest piece of shit smile in the world I still smiled back.
"This is it," He said, now showing his real emotion like the mask was ripped from his face you could see the frown and his jaw-line tighten. I put my arms around him holding him in a tight embrace. He placed his left hand on my back, then the other on the back of my head.
I nuzzled my head into his chest and felt a tear or two spill over my lids. I looked up to him and he was smiling down at me while he had a single tear on his cheek. I let go and looked up to him. He whipped the tear away with his thumb then kissed me where the tear had just been.
He looked at me taking a step back he waved. I knew this was goodbye, the house had already been bought and I had been his neighbor for three years now, and his girlfriend for two of those years and he was leaving, moving miles away from me!
"Goodbye Sarah" He said waving to me walking backwards then turning on his foot and heading of the car. What a gloom goodbye.
"Bye Reece" I mumbled. He didn't even glance back he just hopped in his car and drove off.
Sad isn't it. I was left in his driveway heartbroken. Soon I sat down in the driveway. In realization that he wouldn't be coming back I started to look towards my house. It wasn't far only about a few hundred yards away but I didn't really feel like going to the house were my parents would question me on how it was.
Asking me is I was all right, if I needed anything, or if I would be mopping around the house all week. Then there was the fact that in my room that I had pictures of me and Reece ALL over my walls.
I deciding I was getting cold so I walked back to my house. It was a white French farm house. That was three stories and had windows all across the front with the porch swing in front of it. I sat down in the swing were I had shared so many memory's with Reece. I thought about who would move in.
I wondered who would want to live here! It was all farm land with a small lake to the east. Everyone was so far away, with acceptation of my house and Reece's former house. I had a few neighbors but they were all about two or three quarters of a mile away. So you could guess I didn't really didn't know them that well.
Soon it was getting dark and I headed in right past my parents and ran up to my room on the third floor. Actually the whole third floor was basically mine. Being an only child had its advantages. It was great because when I was little I got all the love I wanted. And now my parents don't bug me, we only really only talk at dinner.
I reached the third floor. It smelled like Ax, for some reason I wore that instead of girly perfume. To me it smelled better! I looked around the smell den that was here. I ran over to one of the corner where I had a collection of stuffed animals that Reece had gotten me over the years. I grabbed a big stuffy frog that was bright blue and I loved to throw it at him when he was goofing off. I hugged the stuffed animal tight.
Then I basically came to my senses. He's not coming back, and I should just get over it! Well that's not as easy if you put it into your words into actions. I needed something to help me get over it. Ice cream or chocolate? As good as that sounded, it wouldn't help it would just add to the hips.
I clutched the fuzzy frog and walked into my room where I smiled at the pictures of Tokio Hotel all over my walls. I went up to the wall and started taking down all the pictures of Reece and throwing them in my junk drawer.
I had found my cure. It was Bill!
I smiled, he was a sunshine to me his dark brown eyes were so… wow they could make anyone melt.
Soon I felt my eyelids start to get heavy and soon I was asleep.
I woke up to a fucking rooster sounding like it was fucking trying to cough its brains out!
"Damn it!" I muttered into my pillow, I hated Saturdays! My parental units never worked, and I was a person o like to be left alone. They always tried to get me to go shopping or play basketball. For one my mom couldn't dress herself if her life depended on it and my dad had the athletic ability of a peanut or worse!
"Sarah!" I heard my mother call; I could hear her footsteps as she came up to the third floor. She peeked her face in through the door.
My mom was quite youthful looking. She was short and petite with red curly hair the framed her face. With hazel eyes that sparkled without a hint of make-up.
" Me and Dad are going to the spa today, we'll be back tomorrow afternoon, maybe later. Is that alright with you?" She asked hopeful I would say yes. My answer of course I going to be Hellz Yea!
"Sure, no prob," I smiled at her. The corner of her lips turned up to a smile. Looking around to my room she then looked at me worried. "Why did you take all the pictures of Reece of your wall?" She asked. I stifled back a loud sigh and she understood.
"Well um, you can have someone spend the night if you want," She told me then shut the door behind her. I decided if I was up I might as well get ready for the day.
I walked out of my room across the den to large bathroom. Undressing and quickly jumping in the shower I turned the water on as hot as it would go and felt like fire on my skin.
I washed my hair, shaved my legs, condition my hair. I turned off the water and wrapped a towel around my chest then a smaller one around my blonde hair. I looked in my mirror and started putting my eyeliner on the hazel eyes I had obtained from my mother.
Grabbing my mascara I finished my makeup of with the lashes that all I really wore was eye-makeup.
I heard a loud screech of tiers and I ran down the stairs with the towel still wrapped around me. Going to the kitchen window. I saw two tall figures step out from the moving truck and walk towards the house.
I got the idea in my head that I should go over and introduce myself. Running back upstairs I slipped on some sweats and T-Shirt . I put my hair down it was basically dry except a little bit of dampness in my bangs running back to the bathroom I blow dried them.
Once I was done I grabbed a beanie and slipped it over my hair. Running down the stairs I stumbled a little but I caught myself and then ran out of the door they were unpacking the truck. I slowed down and glazed my face over with a smile.
"Oh hey!" I heard one of the voices say. It was obvious there was only two of them. I smiled as I walked up to them but stopped dead in my tracks.
"Oh my go"- I was cut off by the turning heel to look in the eyes of the sexy Tom Kaulitz. He smiled at me then winked. "Why hallo?" He said excitement laced his voice.
Then Bill looked turned and looked at me and with one look he could tell I was a fan. "Tom," He eyes them and it was like they were having a conversation in their heads.
Damn twins! Being able to talk to each other with sexy looks. Bill nodded then Tom and soon Tom had picked me up off my feet and I squealed. He carried me in the house and sat me down in the empty living room. That just yesterday seemed full of furniture.
They looked at me with furrowed brows.
"Okay why are you guys staring?" I asked as I knew Tom was basically undressing me with his eyes but Bill was glaring.
"If you tell anyone, that we are here I swear"- but he was cut off my Toms voice "Just don't tell anyone we're here, that's it other than that," He paused. I knew in his mind he wanted to finish that sentence with- other than that you wanna fuck?
But he paused. The looking to Bill. I smiled "So why are you guys here? I thought you were in L.A.?"
Tom laughed bit Bill answered. "We are recording here at the house, but to many crazy fans down there so we moved and are recording here hoping that no one would find out! Too late" He smiled
"Do you have any Tattoo's" Piped in Tom I looked over to him in shock. "Uh yea," I said confused. "Let's see!" So much for having a subtle meeting with them.
"No, no, no not yet!" I told him smiling then looking to Bill.
"Do you guys wanna come see my house." Tom looked to Bill and nudged him. "Sure," Bill mumbled under his breath. For some weird reason Bill Wasn't bubbly and happy like I thought he would be he was more almost like pushing me away. Even if I had just met him ten minutes ago I could tell he was acting rather unusual and rash to me.
Well I just came up with this on the dot! Hope you like it! Please review
Oh and to my best friends crush asking me out, it's all good! His school wont allow anyone that doesn't go to to that school! Yea for me! But that guy is moving at the end of next week *sigh* Oh well hope you like it please review