A/N: I'm in a very sad mood now. So I'm not quite sure how this story went. Anyway, here is a new story of mine...
Unrequited Love by milkywaykitten
I shoot open my eyes and sat up on the bed. My heart…it hurts. I clenched the left side of my chest with my hand. This has been normal for last 3 years. I didn't tell anyone about it cause I know the reason behind it. It's not for some kind of disease. So why make all worry?
I stood up and moved to stand beside the window. I love the night sky especially when it is full with dark clouds like tonight. It seems to reflect my heart.
No. I wasn't like this 3 years ago. I used to like others. I liked clear sky with stars that time. The difference was I never thought of love. Who could have thought that this…LOVE is going to pain me for the rest of my life?
Yes, that's right. My heart aches for it. I've been like this from the moment I first saw you. But there is nothing I can I do. It's not like I've meant to fall in love on my own accord. The truth is I didn't even know him that time. Love at first sight… maybe…
When I finally knew the guy it seems he was my friend's brother. He had a girlfriend. He was happy and all. Who was I to be a trouble for him?
I don't why I thought maybe I could ask him to be my friend. But whenever he is in front of me something inside of me tells me to go away from there whether he sees me or not. Thanks to that I could never had a normal conversation with him. So I am pretty much in the dark for him.
I could not forget him even if I wanted to. I have understood in the last 3 years that he is my first and last love. I wonder if that's why even if he doesn't love me back, I couldn't help but falling more and more deeper for him.
Tears ran down my cheeks. i didn't bother to brush them away. I wonder if there will be a day when someone will come to really love me from his heart even after knowing there is nothing inside me to give him...
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