Alright you guys I am back for now lol. I have not updated in so long it and that is just unacceptable. Well this is here something new obviously. I'm not sure if many people will like this as much as I do. I've been so hung up on Glee I didn't even make fics about other shows I like. This here is my first ever Fancfic that is not about Glee. And I hope I did exceptionally well. I can honestly say I took my time on this one. I've been working on this for like 4 months no Lie. I am so crazy about Stiles and Jackson as a paring. As well as Stiles/ Scott and definitely Derek/Stiles. Okay you guys. I will let you get to the story haha.
Stiles POV
Never would I have imagined ever being with Jackson. The school's biggest asshole. Sometimes I wonder why the hell I even agreed. If I would have known that this was going to happen then I would have just saved myself the trouble. I'm pretty sure the pack knew that me and Jackson were messing around, but didn't say anything about it because they knew Jackson would try to deny it. Our scents are all other each other. He's the one that told me he wanted me, but too ashamed to claim me for the world to see. I'm Stiles freaking Stilinski and I am not ashamed of anything. Yet again I was threatened not to tell anyone. Every day I have to watch everyone be happy and that's what I want. Crazy thing about Jackson is that I know he cares about me although he would never admit it. If he didn't care he wouldn't have given me a key to his house. I check my phone and it's 10:30. Maybe I should just go back home. No I need to get this off my chest. Taking a deep breath, I unlock the door counting my breaths to keep them even. Walking further inside I close the door walking towards the staircase running up the steps towards Jackson bedroom. Quietly I open the door trying not make a lot of noise. My heart literally stops for a minute and I tried to form words but I couldn't. I stood there watching as Jackson was getting oral sex from a brunette I couldn't make out. His nose begins to flare as if he realized there was another scent in the room. He finally opened his eyes and I could tell he sensed my anger and sadness. Finally getting up and pushing the girl aside pulling his pants up. He slowly advances towards me. I shake my head no not allowing tears to flow.
"Stiles-." He speaks softly with guilt pooling in his eyes.
"No." My mouth allowed me to say. I rushed my way down the steps and out the door not closing the door behind me. At that moment I didn't know what to feel. Starting my car, I drive with no particular destination. I just didn't want to go home knowing that he would be there. Of course I should have expected this out of Jackson.
Buzz Buzz…
Buzz Buzz…
'I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cause you're there for me too)
starting playing indicating a call from Scotty. Picking up my phone I answer it quickly.
"Hey." I rushed out.
"Stiles are you okay something doesn't feel right. Where are you?" Leave it to Scott to know something is wrong.
"Yeah buddy I'm fine." I know he knew I was lying. Barely even convinced myself
"Please don't lie to me Stiles. I know when you're lying. Werewolf remember." Sighing I might as well tell him.
"I'm not okay. My eyes saw something I can't un-see. Jackson let a chick blow him." My phone vibrated indicating another call. "Speaking of the asshole himself."
"Why do you allow him to get you work up stiles? Honestly he's not even worth it."
"I love him Scott. I'm an idiot who fell for a self-absorbed douche." I stop the car right outside Scott's house.
"I know Stiles. I know. Just come in and get some sleep okay." He said.
"Okay." I said as I hung up. I see Scott at the door in just his pajama bottoms. Waiting patiently for me to come in.
As I make it up to the door he gives me a sad smile. Closing my eyes, I head upstairs to his room changing out of my clothes. Picking up the ones Scott laid out for me. Shortly after Scott comes in pulling back the covers. Getting in and signaling me to get in as well. I guess tonight I'm the small spoon. As he buried his head in my neck I lost it. I felt so hurt and betrayed I couldn't stop the flow of tears. All he did was wrap his hands around me tighter than before. My body shook with sobs.
"Ssshh Stiles. I'm here okay." He leans up and kisses my temple.
Buzz…
Buzz….
Buzz…
Buzz…
Scott reaches over to my phone, but I stop him. I simply turn my phone off. He places his arm back around me. I lay my hand on top of his. Eventually I fell asleep in the arms of my best friend.
Next day…
"Hmm." I groaned as I was being shaken from my sleep.
"We got thirty minutes to get to school. Get up now." Scott yelled. Rolling over I head to the bathroom to take a quick shower. As I got out the shower I forgot to turn my phone back on and to leave my dad a message telling him I was okay. I turn on my phone and sat it on the bed as I got dressed. Now I was fully dressed I pick up my phone and sure enough I had 10 missed calls, and a messaged from my dad. I quickly text him back stating I was at Scott's house. The calls I knew they were from Jackson. As I head down the stairs I see Scott grabbing his helmet heading to the door. He turns around and gives me a small smile.
"Ready?" He asks. I nod my head heading out the door.
15 minutes later….
Pulling in the park lot I park in my usual spot hopping out I spot Scott waiting by the stairs. A small sad smile appears on his lips as I approach him.
"I will stay close to you just in case he tries something." He states as we head in the school.
"Thanks man." I said as we stop at his locker first. Then we head to mine not seeing Jackson in sight Thank goodness. Maybe he gets the hint. The first bell ring indicating we had five minutes to get to our first class. Scott continues to walk side by side with me. I turn and face him.
"Dude I'll be okay from here I promise. Just go to class and I will meet you at lunch alright." I said stopping him dead in his tracks. He looks hesitant before sighing.
"Okay, but be on the lookout for Jackson."
"I will. See you later." I said walking away to my class. As I enter my class I thought about next period which I have with Jackson. I took my seat and mentally kicked myself in the head. This is way beyond stressful. Why do I allow myself to be put in these situations? Honestly this could have been avoided if I would have just ignored him. I really hate the fact I gave him my heart, body, and soul. Something so innocent yet intimate that I can never get back. Honestly is something wrong me? Am I just some fucking toy that can be played with whenever someone feels like it.? I may be hyperactive, talkative, and all over the damn place, but that's who I am.
"Alright class assignments are due on Friday." I look around and see most of the students packed up and ready to leave. How the hell did I manage to stay inside my head and rant for so long? Quickly I grab my belongings and ran to my locker to swap out my books. Slowly, but surely I made it to my next class. And I see a vacant seat near the front of the class where I normally don't sit. Heaving a big sigh, I sit down anyway. Then in walks Jackson looking like he hasn't slept in ages. Good. I thought to myself managing a small smirk. He looks my way as I turned my head. Walking past me and taking a seat in the back of the class. In a seat I know he's going to be watching me from. Why must the universe hate me so much right now. 15 minutes into the class I still feel him staring burning giant holes in the back of my head. My hands started sweating and I can feel myself slipping tempting to look at him, but I can't. Maybe I need a moment to compose myself. I raised my hand and lifted my bag off the floor.
"Yes Mr. Stilinski?"
"I'm not feeling to well. I need to see the nurse like right now." I said. Or at least go to the bathroom. I thought. In my stomach I can feel something rising up to my throat.
"Well alright. Try and make it back if you can." I nod my head as I half walked and half ran out the classroom to the bathroom. Well at least I managed to make it to the stall in time, but I still got throw up on my shirt. Fucking great. I briskly walked out the bathroom and headed towards the locker room to get a spare shirt out of Scott's locker. And I can definitely use some toothpaste. I stopped at my locker first so I can quickly brush my teeth.
"Mm minty fresh." I stripped out of my shirt while heading to Scotts locker pulling out one of his shirts. Shutting the locker, I tossed my dirty one in my bag. I slip on Scott shirt.
"I always hated when you smelled like him."
"What the fuck Jackson?" I screamed honestly he scared the shit out of me. Where did he even come from?
"Sorry didn't mean to scare you. I was hoping we could talk actually." He said sitting down on the bench diagonal from me. I shake my head in disbelief.
"I'm not sure if I want to do that Jackson. Do you not remember what happened last night? I caught you with some chick sucking your dick. And you honestly think I want to talk to you." I ask him tilting my head to side to look at him.
"Look I'm sorry okay. I Like you a lot and I don't want to lose you, but I'm not ready to shout to the world I'm into guys yet. So please just be patient with me. That's all I'm asking." He said fidgeting with his hands. I let out a strained laugh and he looks at me.
"Are fucking kidding me right now? So just because you're not ready to come out that makes it okay to have your dick sucked by some random girl? I'm pretty sure you've been fucking a lot of people besides me." I said furiously. Jackson runs his tongue across his teeth.
"Cut the shit Stilinski. Stop being a whiny bitch alright. And for the record I haven't fucked anyone besides you. All I gotten from her was a couple of blow jobs. So get your panties out of a bunch. My parents won't back until late tonight. So if you want to come over we can do some making up-" I give Jackson a few sarcastic claps.
"Oh that makes it a whole lot better. You are such a douche Jackson and what I ever saw in you I don't fucking know. I hate the way you make me feel dude. Do you not know that I gave you something so valuable that I can never get back? You were my first everything Jax. And to think I was so close to giving you my heart. Thank goodness I didn't." He looks at me with confusion in his eyes.
"Wait your falling in love with me-
"I was falling in love you with past tense. So you can take that apology and shove it up your ass. What we had is over. I am completely done with you." I said staring him dead in the eye. His eye's started glowing and I can see his claws coming out. He stands up abruptly tossing the bench into the locker. Making me jump further back into the locker. Okay wow not good. I see his chest starting to rise rapidly and his teeth elongating.
"We are not over, until I say we're over." Jackson says in a deathly calm voice. I shake my head and he advances towards me wrapping his hand around my throat claws piercing in my skin.
"Jackson let me go." I rasp out closing my eyes. Feeling the blood trickle down my neck.
"You are mine. And only mine." He growls out. Before I could say anything I feel Jackson let me go completely and I open my eyes to a wolfed out Scott and Isaac. They were standing protectively in front of me.
"Stile's get out of here now." Scott yelled out. He didn't have to tell me twice. As I ran out the locker room I can hear lockers and walls being completely destroyed.
I drove as fast I could to my house getting out without even locking my car door. Right now I feared my life and the possibility it might end all because I broke it off with Jackson. Let's just say he didn't take it well. Running to my room I sit down dropping my head into my hands replaying the events that just happened. I sit down trying to catch my breath. Resting my head in my hands. I hear my window open and then close abruptly. In my mind I figured it was Scott.
"Scott what the hell-
"Wrong wolf." He said.
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