:D well if your reading this then you actually thought my shitty description was good...Or you were like 'Lemme read what this is about..its rated M so it should be good..XD

im rambling arn't I, okay let me start by thanking you for reading this...

Uh first Chapter is going to consist of Kaoru noticing his feelings for Hikaru are alot different then he thought, Plus that whore Haruhi is getting in the way.

:D *Haruhi hater*
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Review? Please :D
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Maybe things are supposed to be like this

all I can ask is that you dont hate

me for thinking of you this way

Not that i'd ever tell you...

My dearest

Hikaru

Kaoru woke up next to his twin feeling guilty about the wet dream he had about him.

Hikaru would be disgusted if he knew the way he thought about him, so much more then a brother, It was taboo and morally wrong.

He ran into the bathroom to take a shower, Hikaru felt the emptyness next to him when he woke up he heard the shower running, and was waiting on the bed quietly waiting for his brother to get out of the bathroom. Not to long after Kaoru came out of the bathroom to see his brother on the bed waiting to use the shower.

"Whats wrong Kao?" He saw Kaoru rush past him to get dressed, he pressed his younger twin against the wall "Kaoru What is wrong?" This time he said it more forceful, his honey colored orbs looking deeply into the others.

Kaoru shyed away from the contact and stuttered out "Hi-kaaa-ru let me go." It was true he liked the contact, the way the older twins hands felt as they pressed his bare shoulders against the cold wall, he shivered at the feeling.

Hikaru knew his brother was acting strangely..maybe a bit to strange. He sighed and let go of his younger brother and went into the bathroom closing the door behind him. Kaoru took this as a good opertunity to get dressed, once finished

The maid Yuki came in "Young master, shall I make you breakfast?"

Kaoru nodded and followed her into the kitchen sitting down at the large table.

Hikaru noticed his brothers absence as he left the bathroom, he sighed Kaoru had been acting like this for over a month, ever since he had a conversation with Honey-senpai and The king..Maybe he would go ask them.

Kaoru was enjoying his breakfast in quiet but he knew Hikaru was in the room. "Kaoru will you tell me whats the matter?"

Kaoru laughed "Nothings the matter." he smiled, it was fake but maybe Hikaru wouldn't notice and he didn't he never does anymore.

Yuki walked into the room with their school bags "Young masters, Your ride to school is here."

Kaoru stood up and smiled "Thank you Yuki." He had his water bottle tucked into his bag Hikaru noticed the unfamiliar bottle and said "The maid didn't give you that did she?"

The younger twin looked at him, damn he thought he did that sneakily, "No, I figured I would bring my own water today."

It was clear..didn't exactly look like water but Hikaru seemed to not notice.

Kaoru smiled he successfully brought liqour out the house, no he wasn't going to drink throughout the day, Just last hour right before Host Club. If he was going to have to 'act' might as well do a good job at it.

Hikaru leaned his head against Kaoru's shoulders so he could get extra sleep before school.

They got to school and fangirls swooped around them, they normally did an act everymorning, but this one was special the King, Haruhi and Honey-senpai who was on Mori's back were all there.

Kaoru went next to Honey and said "We need to talk."

Honey could tell the younger boy was in distress he hopped of Mori and motioned for Kaoru to follow him.

Before leaving he looked at Hikaru flirting with Haruhi, he did that everyday now everyone could tell he liked her and it seemed she liked him back.

"Honey-Senpai, I think he is in love with Haruhi." It was thrown out of his mouth followed by several sobs.

Honey didn't like to see his friend in so much "Kao-chan dont be sad.."

Hikaru had noticed his brother left with...Honey, but he wanted to know why, he left Haruhi and went over to Mori "Why did they leave."

Mori looked at him and shook his head, he knew but he wasn't going to tell.

shrugging he went back to Haruhi to flirt with her again, he liked her but he felt there was something stopping from asking her out.

Honey came back with Kaoru, whose eyes were red and puffy from cying on Honey's shoulder, him and Mori walked off and Tamaki whispered "Kaoru it will be okay."

Hikaru was jealous watching his brother, no his twin getting comforted by Tamaki.

Haruhi and Hikaru seemed to be getting more serious so it didn't really suprise anyone that at lunch they announced they were going out, Kaoru was the one trying to hold back his tears, Tamaki grabbed him and took him out to the garden "Its okay Kaoru!" The king was trying to desperatley make the youngest twin feel better but felt like he couldn't

"Kao-chan, come back inside please." The voice belonged to Honey, and he was honestly worried about Kaoru. "Here, hold Usa-chan today, she'll make you feel better."

Kaoru sniffled but held out his hand for the stuffed bunny that normally Honey carried around.

They went back into the Cafeteria and Hikaru and Haruhi were giggling and laughing like brand new couples do, Hikaru did take a glance at Kaoru what ever was wrong it seemed those two knew how to fix it."

Last hour came quicker then Kaoru expected, he took out his water bottle and started drinking, big gulps.

about half way down he stopped, anymore and he'd throw up for sure and he didn't want to do that.

The Host club was now open, Hikaru spent every minute he could with Haruhi not that he didn't want to hang out with his twin..it was just Kaoru had started avoiding him.

Kyouya stood up and said "Hikaru, Kaoru your customer has arrived.

"Fucking wonderful." Kaoru muttered causing some girls to gasp at his language.

Hikaru kissed Haruhi's cheek before coming over to his twin, who was already drunk as hell and furious about what he just saw. Hikaru made it worse by whispering "I dont want to do an act today, It bothers Haruhi."

Kaoru snapped, mentally he said in the nastiest voice he could make "Go over there with your whore then."

Hikaru stared at his brother wide eyed, and then got a wiff of his breath great he had been drinking.

"FUCK THIS PLACE I QUIT." it was loud enough for everyone to look at Kaoru who was now storming off down the hallway, he wanted to hurt Haruhi for taking his precious Hikaru away.

Was this okay for a first chapter? I have never written an Ouran story before but I have always wanted too.

:D Review please with comments or anything I can do to make Chapter two better then this one.

-Deathnotemeanslife