(A/N): This is my first ever fanfic. I hope you all like it. It's basically just my take on how Beck and Jade get back together.

Disclaimer: I do not own Victorious or any of the characters.

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Beck...

It's been a really long time since Jade and I broke up and we haven't talked ever since then. Sometimes, it feels great not to have Jade around to ruin the moment for me and for other people. Although, sometimes, it amuses me when she does that but she can be just really mean.

Beck Oliver sighs as he enters the doors of Hollywood Arts for yet another day in school. His thoughts about Jade have been bothering him ever since that day that he rode the party bus with Cat, Andre, Robbie, Rex, Tori and Jade, to school. He was sitting just across her and when they were singing in the bus and he heard her voice, he thought of the days when they were still together and all the fun that they had. Jade was bitter and mean on the outside, but she was a different person when it was just them, alone. She was sweet and nice and she actually smiles sweetly and not because something horrible happened to someone. This was the Jade that he loved and missed so much, although, it was amusing to see her get mad at something. She still looks gorgeous when she gets mad.

I regret not opening the door when she counted to ten.

Beck keeps finding himself spacing out and it's not helping him with his schoolwork. Sikowitz actually had to call him twice to snap him back to reality and whenever he did, he would unconsciously glance at Jade to see her reaction. He always caught her staring for which her reaction would then be to look away and pretend she hadn't stared. Typical Jade.

"Hey man, what's bugging you?" Andre asks as he comes up to Beck. Sikowitz's class had already ended and everyone had already left, except for him and Andre. Beck hadn't even realized that class ended.

"It's nothing." Beck replied coolly. "I just haven't gotten enough sleep and I didn't get my coffee this morning." he made a quick excuse.

Andre stared for a moment, not convinced but didn't want to push his best friend to say something he didn't want to say.

"Alright. Well then let's go get you some coffee." He smiled and motioned for them to get out.

Jade...

I've never gotten over Beck. I still wake up at night, feeling the urge to text or call Beck to tell him about my wonderful dream of cutting up people with scissors, only to crash back to the reality that we weren't together anymore. I sigh and roll over to sleep, only to find out that I can't. I don't know if anyone has noticed that I look a lot tired lately. I just cover it up with make up and lots of coffee.

I miss him. I miss how he could let me get away with murder and still love me anyway. I miss how sweet and playful he was with me. He made noogies fun for me. I miss him loving me. I miss being his girl and I miss him being mine.

It's my fault. Jade West thinks to herself. I should never have let him choose and I should've went back in for him and said sorry. None of this would've happened then. Why did I have to put him in that situation?

She slams her locker door hard ,unknowingly, and gets stares from the other students.

"What?" she exclaims. Being meaner covered up her pain.

"Hey Jade. You're meaner than usual." Tori said with half a smile and a concerned look on her face.

"Shut it, Vega and leave me alone." she spat back.

"You know, if there's something bothering you, it helps to let it out."

"You're not my friend." Jade replied. Tori just rolled her eyes.

"Look Jade.. just." Tori sighed. Jade crossed her arms, she was getting annoyed and impatient.

"Come over to my house later. I think I know what this is about and I know that you don't want to talk about it here."

Jade sighed, "Fine." Even though she didn't consider Tori as her friend, she was helpful.