First 'Bones' fic ever. And I normally don't ask for this but uhm… go easy? Please?
For the record this doesn't belong to me but rather the producers and directors of 'Bones'.
And OFF the record. I'm pretty mad at those producers and directors. They have waited and milked Bones and Booths' romance/sexual tension for far too long. It's gotten to the point where I'm like 'screw it'.
This is kinda my view on how things go for Bones after she gets shunned by Booth.
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"You're going to make me fall!" Bones squealed.
"I'm never gonna make you fall, I'm always here." Booth promised as the two of them skated around the ring, hand in hand.
Bones huffed and closed the book she was TRYING to read and put on the coffee table in front of her.
Bones couldn't even describe how she was feeling right now. The recent case had opened her eyes to what she had, officially, lost out on. She was so mad and hurt and angry at herself she felt she would explode from emotional turmoil.
She has a regret.
Bones shifted a little in the incomfortable feeling of that thought. She brought her legs up and wrapped her arms around them.
If she was to die right now, for some crazy and out of body reason she would die with the ONE regret.
She lost Booth.
He had promised so much. Told her his love for her. And she gave it away. She turned down and she lost her chance.
Booth moved on and now he had Hannah. Someone who returned hsis exact feelings. Who wasn't weird and 'out there'….
She scoffed, "Way out there."
"-I'm always here."
"Until you push me away." Bones added to what Booth had said to her all that time ago at the Ice rink.
Bones groaned a little as she got off of her couch and moved to the kitchen, opening everything that opened to try and find food.
"I'm never gonna make you fall."
"Well I've most certainly fallen." She mumbled as she grabbed some cranberry juice from the fridge and grabbed a small glass to pour it in.
Bones opened the cap but stopped and placed both the juice and the glass down on the counter. "What have I done… I've lost everything now."
She had worked SO hard to keep everything that was close to her close and now… "I can't believe I hadn't even noticed I'd lost the most important thing." She whispered to the empty room.
Bones could feel more tears about to fall as she left the two containers on the counter and left the kitchen and went back to her couch, tucking her legs under her as she sat down.
She had actually cried in front of him and he hadn't said anything, which made her think now. Normally he would have said, 'don't cry Bones' but he hadn't said anything. He hadn't even looked upset.
Bones let out a small sob. She really messed this up.
She failed.
She has fallen flat on her face, she has fallen away from everything she thought she had. What made it worse was there was no way Booth would look at her the same way again; honestly she wasn't sure if she could look at HIM the same way again.
Bones had a a regret. How was she supposed to get back up again? Last time she'd fallen, on the rink, Bones was right behind her picking her up. Now he was behind Hannah, who was there to pick HER up now.
She didn't have anyone behind her anymore.
She knew she would fall eventually, she just never expected Booth to be the one to make her fall down.
"You're going to make me fall!"
"I'm never gonna make you fall down, I'm always here."
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