Hiya guys I'm sorry for those of you who want an undate on my other stories but I just can't seem to finish them. This story is going to be a little long and related to personal events that had happened in my life and two in the past two years. I'm currently in limbo with these events and need closure I've got off my medicine and am trying to find a healthy outlet and outlook to ease my depression. Trigger warnings, abuse, self harm, suicide attempts, rape, alcohol abuse, language. I don't own the characters to Ed, Edd, Eddy. Thank You and enjoy -Rose
Staring outside the window watching life roll by. And no one knew his life was falling apart. Kevin, an nineteen year old that seemed to not catch a break. He felt he was living in one of those annoying soaps. Something always happening, something going wrong. Being kicked out of this father's house (his parents divorced at thirteen on Christmas day.) Moving in with his mother. They hadn't always had the best relationship, when he was younger she would beat him and sleep around on his father. Constant mental abuse, "you're stupid, you're worthless, why can't you be more like your cousin he is smart and handsome while you on the other hand, getting busted lips and black eyes always lying about them..." Yet when his father found out he was gay, she took him in. Now only a few short months later she announced she was leaving his step-father his world was turned upside down again. He just stood there watching the fight unfold. As he did when he was thirteen. He had stayed home from school because of the flu and his mom came home found him still there and started yelling at him. But his dad stayed home to inform her she could not leave while he was sick. She lost her mind, started throwing glasses, cups, plates, shoes, books, anything she could get her hands on. This fight between the step-dad and his mom reflected the pain from that fight but less volient and for that he was thankful. "You're leaving me for her aren't you?" He couldn't take the pain of hearing the man he just started to call "dad" he ran out of the house. Running from his pain running from the future, past, and the present" He ran and ran till he reached the junkyard where he screamed and screamed untill hiss lungs had nothing left. He curled up there and just sobbed. He knew it wasn't a big deal but being a senior in high school trying to make the grades keep friends and manage to still be good at football it's not fair why did it happen to him? Kevin laid there for what seemed like hours untill a soft voice came into his ears. "Kev-Kevin..? Are you okay you seem to be in some kind of distress? Kev-" He was cut short by the jock grabbing a hold of him and hugging him. "Kevin um. I did not think we were close let alone friends are you feeling well? Kevin?" Kevin looked down at the Edd, 'Why'd he after to be the one to come by why'd he have to be here looking for whatever the dork was looking for?' "Okay dork, you're right I'm sorry." He let go of Double D and rubbed the back of his neck. "I know I've been kind of a dick to you, but I was wondering if I could stay at your house. I have no where to go." He laughed to cover up a sob," See my mom also decided she was gay and now my only place to go is gone." He stopped talking and noticed Double D shaking. "Kevin I have to talk to my Mother and Father about things like this until I have their say, I'm affriad I can't let you stay." He saw how sad the dork looked while saying it, only making him more depressed than he already was. "No I understand just pleased ask and I'll make it by till you can give me answer I'll do anything Double D, whatever rules there are I'll do them. But I don't know how long I will have a home okay?" Double D could tell he wasn't lying, Kevin had faded since junior year. He wasn't trying to impress anyone anymore andd had come down to earh. His grades seemed to slip, as well as his sports. 'Maybe I can help him get back on his feet and help him through this situation!' "Okay Kevin I'll call and leave a message later about you staying I believe they might be okay with it but just try to make it till then?" "Deal! Thank you SO MUCH Double D. I'm forever thankful" He hugged the smaller Edd tight, Double D hugged back though slightly confused on how he had agreed to such things but he looked so sad. Kevin let go, and looked back as he was walking away and shouted" See you at school!" "You too Kevin."
The walk home was slow, Kevin looked up towards the sky hoping for answer. However he found none,. He saw bright flashing lights at his house, he sprinted towards the house only to see an ambulance leaving and a cop walking up to him. "Sir do you know what happened here today?" He stared blankly at the back of the ambulance and answered "They were getting a divorce.." "Son, your step Father ended his life today. I'm sorry for your loss. The landlord said you can stay until you find somewhere to go." He just stared at the cop. "Thank you I'm going to go lay down now." He walked inside, everything smelt cleaner, it burned his nose. He curled up alone on the couch and just laid there tears flowing from his face. 'Drink, drink, drink,' He heard from inside his head. Kevin's step-dad had a great amount of alcohol stored up. He went to the cabinet and started drinking from the bottle, he never liked the taste of rum but tonight it tasted like forgetting. He drank and drank till the bottrl was gone, then laid back down for sleep.
-Alright guys that's it for this one. Hope it wasn't too bad. I used Kevin because he is the one I feel has more to himself than the show let us see. So I might have a little trouble getting some messages crossed being I'm a woman and he a cartoon guy haha. Anyways Thank you for reading please leave a review or comments or PMs for me Love y'all -Rose