Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
(I'm going under)
Hermione's POV
As she sits in her room all alone she wonders 'How did my life become this?' 'Why did it happen?' 'Why couldn't I not have been a witch?'! Her world just went down in one whole second.
It started as a crush on a certain blonde haired guy. More than a crush began and then a relationship was formed. Well that relationship fell after the end of the year dance. Draco ruined everything.
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
'I can't do it anymore!' she said to herself in her mind. "I can't I can't I can't!" she repeated out loud. She looked through her room for something that hasn't been used in a couple of years.
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
She found it. Just where she left it. Even though she promised herself that this object would never see the light of day again, she had to. The pain was over whelming every part of her body was gone. She was there. A piece of mass taking up space. "The only way" she said this right before her world would change. All because of a blonde guy with really pale skin…
Blurring and Stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
Draco's POV
I can't believe I did this. I had the most perfect thing and I ruined it. I ruin everything. I ruined my life, my relationship, everything! I can't stand myself. I'm just a big walking failure to all Malfoy's. I lost her because of one fucking party. One god damn party! I had to mess up. I just had to!
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
I can't live with my life anymore. I don't want to live with misery. I mine as well forget, because what I use to have will never be. Just become the Slytherin I used to be. Mean, rude, emotionless…
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under
Draco and Hermione say at the same time.
"… All I must do is forget."
