They say that life is not easy, which has been true for majority of my 17 years of my life. We've all been pushed down and gotten repeatedly kicked in the gut for our

desions we've made. We all have secrets aswell, right this very second someone in this cruel world has died, has shed blood of a person that thinks themselves as inocent.

As you are reading this somebody has just been raped, a child melested, a spouse harmed by the one they love and trusted the most.

Someone you saw today may be writing for the very last time using the words "I just can't handel this life anymore, I love you. I'm sorry."

Your daughter has been crying herself to sleep for Months.

Your sister doesn't cry while damaging her frail wrists.

Your girlfriend has been harming herself and you havent noticed.

Your best friend is not the person she used to be.

Unknown to you she is ending her life.

Now to the main course !

*My suicide note

Maxie- I love you little brother and I hope and pray that you're not the one that finds me. I'm rooting for you to win the wizard compition! Do it for me buddy!

P.S. Justin's dolls are at the top of my closet, give them to him if he asks for them please, Peace!

Harper-Oh i'm going to miss you so much ! I love you so much and I just know that your future clothing line is going to take the world by storm! ;}

Also i'm sorry for bugging you & Zeke on your dates, I just didn't know what to do without my Mason.

Mason- You are the best thing that I have ever had in my life, I am being responsable for the first time in my life(I know that you will be proud of me)

and I am going to let go of you. So you're free to be happy with her, I love you my british meatball!

Mom& Dad- I don't want you guys to blame yourselves Ok? It is nobodies fault but my own, I let it come this far and never had the courage to tell anyone, so please don't blame youselves. You guys treat my Maxie as equal as to Justin please. Don't make him feel as less-than as I did.

Te amo mama & I love you daddy I'll always be your little girl even if i'm not there.

Justin- Now where do I start with you? Max has your dolls if you want them haha :} I know once you finish college you're going to be doing amazing

things for this world and the Wizarding world! You're going to marry Juilet and y'all are going to raise a beautiful family! I'm sorry I wont be there to treach them how to prank and annoy the rest of the family, & Please stop being a show off it's makes you more anoying,

Even though I don't act like it I love you

P.S.- Nobody is impressed with your Jim-Bob colection so please stop showing it to everyone, for your own sake!

~A. Russo