Dear Kevin,
I am sorry for what I have done. I did not mean to yell so cruelly at you even if you deserved it. If I am honest I still love you even though you broke my heart and did such cruel acts of violence to me. I hope I do not make your life harder than it is. I hope I am dead so you would not have to worry about me. But a part of me hopes I am alive so I could see your eyes one last time and have you hold me so tightly like that one time. I am and forever will be sorry for what I have done by the time you read this. So thank you; not for being cruel and seeming to actually love me. Even if those moments were lies they were more than enough for me.
So truly I thank you for giving me love and attention that I have never gotten before. I really hope that you and I can work out in the next life. You meant the world to me and probably still do.
-Love always
Eddward