Hi peoples! This is my first fanfic EVER so please r/r! I have no idea
where this story is going and it probably won't go anywhere. Lol I'll most
likely never finish it. But whatever, like you wanna hear this.
Disclaimer: The outsiders don't belong to me! Bet you never would of guessed. Just PLEASE DON'T SUE ME!
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Casting Shadows
It's not like I woke up that morning and decided I was gonna do it. Oh no. it's not like I sat down to lunch and decided, since we were doing nothing else that afternoon, I might as well get it over and done with. It's not even like I evaluated the situation and decided it was our only ticket out. Nup. I never decided anything.
One minute, it was the very last thing on my mind.
Next second, it was the only thing.
In between; nothing. A blank.
It was that simple, that one instant, and it was over. That simple, but now I'll spend the rest of my life remembering.
And regretting.
Slowly ripping myself to shreads, shreads to be thrown into the wind, blown into the very crevices of the earth. Lost. Forgotten.
But they will still cast a shadow. They will never be totally forgotten.
Just as I will never forget, never be forgotten.
I will always cast a shadow. I will always remember.
Of course, I do have my ruined life as a constant reminder. Ruined.
I will never be free from my past. From my shadow.
Just like my shadow, my past follows me everywhere.
I will never be free again. I will never get back what I once had. And didn't appreciate.
And now can't even remember. All I know is that it was better than this.
My name is Jennifer Carmel, I'm thirteen years old, and I'm already on the run. *~*~*
Ok, give me all the advice you can think of. This sucked, but if I'm told every way it can possibly improve, it's gonna get better, right? TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK! The truth please, and I know the truth hurts. Thanks ya guys. (
Disclaimer: The outsiders don't belong to me! Bet you never would of guessed. Just PLEASE DON'T SUE ME!
*~*~*
Casting Shadows
It's not like I woke up that morning and decided I was gonna do it. Oh no. it's not like I sat down to lunch and decided, since we were doing nothing else that afternoon, I might as well get it over and done with. It's not even like I evaluated the situation and decided it was our only ticket out. Nup. I never decided anything.
One minute, it was the very last thing on my mind.
Next second, it was the only thing.
In between; nothing. A blank.
It was that simple, that one instant, and it was over. That simple, but now I'll spend the rest of my life remembering.
And regretting.
Slowly ripping myself to shreads, shreads to be thrown into the wind, blown into the very crevices of the earth. Lost. Forgotten.
But they will still cast a shadow. They will never be totally forgotten.
Just as I will never forget, never be forgotten.
I will always cast a shadow. I will always remember.
Of course, I do have my ruined life as a constant reminder. Ruined.
I will never be free from my past. From my shadow.
Just like my shadow, my past follows me everywhere.
I will never be free again. I will never get back what I once had. And didn't appreciate.
And now can't even remember. All I know is that it was better than this.
My name is Jennifer Carmel, I'm thirteen years old, and I'm already on the run. *~*~*
Ok, give me all the advice you can think of. This sucked, but if I'm told every way it can possibly improve, it's gonna get better, right? TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK! The truth please, and I know the truth hurts. Thanks ya guys. (