Dear God,
I am lost. I have no direction in life. I never have. I never will.
How am I supposed to protect others when I can hardly protect myself?
I, I'm scared that I'll screw up like I've done so many countless times before.
I've prayed and prayed but you've never answered my prayers.
Tell me father, if you are real then what is my destiny. It sure isn't being a protector.
I have no one else to turn to but you.
No one understands me, they all look up to me as though I will swoop in and save them.
I won't, I can't hold the responsibility of losing any of them. I'm no hero. I'm a coward and you know it.
I know I've never been the best at anything, or the most well behaved but tell me lord.
Do I deserve to be blessed with the curse of losing lives?
Please, I don't want to hurt anyone, not again.
Please, just this once will you answer my prayer?
Please?
Amen
Hey wassup! wowzers, that was a bit different. I got inspired for this after I watched HoA season finale last night (Waaahh! It's over) and also listening to some Florence & the Machine. Let me no what you guys think of this. Review, follow & favourite if you like and let me know if I should maybe add onto it.
See ya guys
-Bauer05 :)