Disclaimer: This is complete and total FICTION. That means it never happened and is completely untrue. In fact, this is so far from the truth that it isn't even in the same country as the truth. I don't own anybody: Big Time Rush, the characters, and all referenced scenes belong to Nickelodeon, and I make no money off of this. I am not in any way implying said characters' sexual identities.

There was a piece of paper with his name on it, in Logan's handwriting. Kendall picked it up, opened it, and read the words Logan wrote.

It seems like just yesterday we went for a ride

Little did I know everything you'd say was a lie

If I would've known then what I know now

I would never have let you bring me do

I let my guard down around you

You made me believe I could trust you

I let you see a side of me not many people know about

And I thought I had you figured out

I'll never forget that fateful day

When we both said we had something to say

I told you to go first; you said, "No, you can go ahead."

I did, and it'll always be stuck in my head.

Everything came out, the way I felt

How a smile from you could make me melt

I asked you if you wanted to go to a movie and dinner

Finally saying my feelings (a rarity for me), I felt like a winner

But then you said what you had to say

Which totally ruined my day

You told me about you and her, how you were dating

After just telling you what I had, it was frustrating

You asked if she could come along, as a guest

I don't why, but I said yes

"Thanks, you're the best." You said

"Yeah." Was all I said

Finally, the day came to do the "date"

I sarcastically thought, "Yippee, I can't wait."

This was as awkward as I thought it'd be

At least the movie was something I wanted to see

I skipped out on dinner, I couldn't take one more minute

After you two left, I went to my car and sat in it

I hit my steering wheel and started to cry

I couldn't believed I'd bought your lie

After regaining my composure, I drove away

Then tried to block all memories of that day

Some days I see you two and it makes me mad

But most of the time, it just makes me sad

Some days I think "What might have been"

But then I remember that I have great friends

So, take a bow

I hope you're happy now.

Kendall reread the letter a couple more times; he knew what he had to do. He dialed Logan. "Logan, it's me. Wherever you are, call me. I need to know you're ok. I know you hate me, and you have every right to. But just call. Please. I'm worried about you." Kendall waited for his phone to ring.