I built walls around my heart just to see who can break them down

I closed my eyes to the world to see if anyone would notice

I ran away from the pain just to see who would follow

I locked all my tears in side waiting for someone to draw them out

I fell into darkness wanting to see who would help me crawl out

I lied to every face wanting someone to call me out

I was the welting rose no ever bothered to water

I was the grain of sand everyone walked on

I was the freak everyone whispered about

I was me and that's what really freaked them out