After waking up in hospital will life back in 1995 be too much for our beloved Istar?
My eyes slowly began to open and I almost hissed at the sudden light. I could really only see colours, these helping me distinguish people and plastic, even though I am quite sure that some people where more plastic than flesh and blood. I blinked finally being able to distinguish shapes. I sat up from my laying position and felt a strong hand on my stomach just pushing me back down "Not so fast" a deep masculine voice said. My body was heavy and I was tired, but at the same time it felt as though I had been sleeping for years. I forced my eyes to stay open and they finally began to adjust to the light. A god like man sat beside me with panic stricken on his face. I don't know why but I felt like I wanted to protect him and help him. I lay there confused as the smell of disinfectant and coffee smothered me as I realised where I was. "Why am I in a hospital?" I asked bewildered.
The God like man replied "You fell you have been in a coma for the last 3 weeks"
"Three weeks! A coma!" I screeched "I thought I was gone for at least 2 to 3 years and… Wait what about Kail?", my rant may have continued but the man gasped as if I had just sprouted wings and flew around the room. At that moment a nurse came in and took my blood pressure and gave me an injection. She asked if I was hungry and when off down the hall to get a chicken salad sandwich. Her cheeks were stained red as she walked down the hallway, but who could blame her, this guy was gorgeous. He looked at me and I could feel his eyes burn through me and I felt naked to his gaze.
"I expect that you are feeling tired." He said as I struggled to keep my eyes open. Is this a dream was my life in Hattusa all a dream where only murder and lies exist with the only string of hope being a king that I loved. I almost began to cry but I held the tears to myself with strength that I was not aware I had myself. He stared at me as I cupped by face burying it into my palms as I began to breathe slowly.
"Yuri!" he said with his deep yet blissful voice. His voice sounded so familiar but I just could not quite remember where from. "Yuri!" this time he said it louder and my head snapped up in response. His eyes glistened in the dim florescent lighting of the hospital and I could not help but stare at him.
"I…I need to… um go to the bathroom" I said as I excused myself from his ever-growing presence and began to stand. I nearly lost my balance but I managed to stay on my feet with the help of a nearby chair. He watched me as I stumbled out of the room staring like he would bolt up if anything had happened. I guess he could tell that I did not want to be supported at this time. He groaned but still allowed me to leave without too much of a fuss.
As I stepped into the bathroom I locked the door and took in my surroundings there was a white bath in the far corner and the toilet in the opposite corner with the sink in the middle of the bath and toilet. I walked quickly over to the toilet and put the seat down. I sat down on it and began to breath slowly I have to calm down I thought to myself I rubbed my eyes and a lone tear escaped my eyes. I don't know how to live this life anymore I really couldn't have lived so long if it wasn't for Kail he was my everything and now I have gone and left him I wish I could go back into that coma and be with him again. I shook my head and banished the thoughts he was probably just an illusion of my comatose state. I fell to the floor as I realised that I could not remember his face as clearly as I had the man that stood next to ne when I awoke did seem fairly familiar.