Note: This is yaoi
so don't read if you don't like yaoi. I don't own the song,
anime or characters. The song is "Blind" by Placebo. I suggest
listening to it ^^. It seemed, in my eyes, to fit Mello and Near so
here's the story ^^. Enjoy! ^^ (Italics is song lyrics and the
story takes place at Wammy's House)
BlindIf I
could tear you from the ceiling
And guarantee a source
divine'What's this feeling?….What is it?' a
little white haired albino boy thought. He had been wondering about
this ever since the one he was hated by, Mello, had asked to talk to
him in his room later that night. He had felt a strange….Connection
to Mello. An emotion he never felt before. Mello made it sound like
it was urgent so he agreed to go. Mello never asked him anything and
was remotely nice about it. Never. So, naturally, he was curious.
Rid you off possessions fleeting
Remain your funny
valentine
He looked at the clock. 7:30 pm. He knew Mello would be outside hanging out with Matt and some of the other kids until 8. He had been observing Mello for quite sometime now and knew his routine like he knew each of his toys. Mello never knew about this of course. He would think it was weird and that the white haired boy was stalking him. He waited patiently until 8:30, when it got dark and the kids would be in bed, and then ran off at lightening speed to Mello's room.
Don't go and leave me
And
please don't drive me blind
He knocked on the door and
waited, twirling a piece of his hair.
"Come in, Near" came
Mello's voice. Near took a deep breath and opened the door slowly.
Mello sat there on his bed, a chocolate bar in his hand. He motioned
for Near come in. Near closed the door and walked in slowly. Mello
had books everywhere…Probably for all the studying he did. He also
had a small case full of chocolate. Near was still twirling his hair
and thinking and barely noticed when Mello told him to sit next to
him. Near snapped out of his thoughts and sat beside Mello.
"Near,
I have to talk to you. But I couldn't say it with everyone around"
he began.
Don't go and leave me
And please don't
drive me blind"Go ahead" Near said.
"I don't
hate you." This caused Near to look up at Mello with wide-eyes and
confusion.
"You don't?" he asked.
"No. I don't. I
used to, but not anymore." Near couldn't believe what he was
hearing. This was strange. Was something in Mello's chocolate? Some
sort of crazy drug? 'Naw. Couldn't be' Near thought.
If
I could tear you from the ceiling
I know the best have
tried"It's quite the opposite actually…I think I
might love you…" Mello said.
"Wh-what?" Near stammered.
"You love me?"
"I think I do. I have for quite sometime. But
since I had a reputation to hold, I acted like I hated you. I don't
care about that anymore. It was driving me nuts. I had to tell you.
Please believe me, Near" Mello said sincerely. Near thought for a
second.
"I believe you Mello. I had the same problem. You know,
I've been watching you for a while. It all seemed to fit, though I
didn't know what I was feeling. I do now though. I love you too,
Mello." Mello's eyes seemed to light up.
I'd fill
your every breath with meaning
And find a place we both could
hideNear smiled. He was glad he made Mello happy. Near
suddenly felt cold and shivered a bit.
"Cold?" Mello asked.
Near nodded and Mello went to his closet, pulled out a big fuzzy
quilt and wrapped them both in it. Near snuggled close to Mello and
Mello held him tightly.
"Can I try something?" Mello
asked.
"Sure" Near replied. Mello let go of Near, turned him
around so they faced each other and then leaned in and lightly placed
his lips on Near's.Don't go and leave me
And
please don't drive me blindNear's eyes went wide but
closed a few seconds later. He kissed Mello back gently and wrapped
his small arms around Mello's neck. Mello wrapped his around Near's
waist. He pulled away after realizing something important. Near
whimpered softly as Mello got up and locked the door.
"This
way, no one comes in" he said plainly and went back to sitting
beside Near.
"Good idea" Near said. He snuggles close to Mello
again. Mello pulled Near so they were both laying down beside each
other.
Don't go and leave me
And please don't
drive me blind"Is this…..Is this right Mello?" Near
asked. Mello looked over at him confused.
"What do you mean?"
"I
mean should we be together like this?" Mello thought for a moment
about Near's question and what his answer would be.
"Does it
matter?" came Mello's reply.
"Does it to you?" Near
asked.
"No. It doesn't."
"Then it doesn't for me
either."
You don't believe me
But you do this every
timeMello smiled. "Good." Near smiled back. Laying
there, on the bed, both were thinking about what could happen. And
what would happen if this got out to everyone that Mello no longer
hated Near and that they were together.
I know were broken
I know were broken
I
know were brokenMello glared at the ceiling. His thoughts
were now somewhere else. Back to his old home. His parents….He
didn't like to think about it. It was too painful for him. Him
being exceptionally smart was only part of the reason why he was
here. He was an actual orphan. His parents had been killed long ago.
If I could tear you from the ceiling
I'd freeze us
both in timeNear's thoughts were on what would happen
now. He looked over at Mello and knew his thoughts would be somewhere
else. He knew this from his eyes. He snuggled closer to Mello,
pulling him from his thoughts. Mello looked down at Near and smiled,
all negative thoughts disappearing.
"I love you, Mello" Near
said.
"I love you too, Near" he replied. Near smiled and
climbed ontop of Mello. Mello blushed and pulled Near down for a
kiss.
Find a brand new way of seeing
Your eyes forever
glued to mineNear blushed as well and wondered how he
could be so blind to this before. How could he not see that Mello
loved him, and that he loved Mello? He put those thoughts aside for
now and kissed Mello back forcefully. Mello made a small squeak but
kept kissing him.
Don't go and leave me
And please
don't drive me blindAfter a few hours of kissing, with
Near being on top and Mello on the bottom, they cleaned up and fell
asleep.
Don't go and leave me
And please don't drive
me blind
The next morning, Near awoke first. He looked
over at Mello and brushed some strands of hair away from his face.
'He looks so…Peaceful and innocent' Near thought. Mello
squirmed and opened his eyes.
"Good morning, Mello" Near
said.
"Morning, Near" Mello greeted back. They smiled at each
other before Nears face suddenly went serious.
"Mello…Can I
ask you something?"
Don't go and leave me
And please
don't drive me blind"Sure. What's wrong?"
"Your
not going to….Abandon me, are you?" Mello looked utterly
shocked.
"Of course not! Why would you think that?" he asked.
"It's just that…I was abandoned by my parents so I
distanced my relationships…I don't want you to leave me, Mello…"
he said sadly.
"Near, I swear to you I will protect you and I
wont let anyone hurt you" Mello promised. Near nodded and seemed
satisfied with that answer. He cuddled close to Mello and Mello held
him tightly.
Don't go and leave me
And please don't
drive me blind"We'll always be together, right?"
Mello asked.
"Always and forever" Near agreed.
"Love you,
Nate River."
"I love you too, Mihael Keehl."
I
know I broke it
I know I broke it
I know I broke it
I know I
broke it
