Authors note: So that's it, my first fanfic in english xD And my first one here too. So... yeah, I'm a huge Love Live fan and since i didn't find that much fanfics with UmiXKotori as a pairing I thought I would write one myself. English is not my first language so I hope you guys can still read and understand it (tense problems maybe yay) xD Please leave a review for constructive criticism. Once again:
Don't like yuri or girls having sex? Well, back right off and don't read it lol.
The whole Love Live Universe belongs to Sunrise, Sakurako Kimino and whoever worked on it, I don't earn money with this fanfic and well. Have fun!
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"Okay guys, let's call it a day!" Eli shouted, panting for air and looking at her former group members. μ's next act was just around the corner and the girls took extra practices to strengthen themselves to the max. Honoka laid down on the cold rooftop floor and sighed "Finally, I thought this would never end!" "Honoka, how can you say something like that?!" "Now now, Umi-chan, don't get angry." "But Kotori, we all need to improve ourselves for the upcoming perfomance so..." "I know, but I think we trained hard enough the past few days and improved a lot, no need to overdo it, okay?"
Kotori was smiling at Umi, causing a little blush on the other girls face and sucessfully silencing her. "How about we all go to this new café and reward ourselves with some ice cream, hm?" Nozomi suggested, earning thankful and happy faces from the others. "Let's go for it, nya!" Rin grabbed Hanayo and sped of down to their clubroom, dragging the poor girl behind with the others following them.
Eli paused at the door, looking at Maki and Kotori who still stood on the rooftop. "You two coming?" "Sorry but I have a important talk with my music teacher about a composition" Maki answered, reaching for her jacket. "And I promised my mum to accompany her to a relative today, but tell the others to have fun for me too!" "Okay, guess there is no helping it then. See you two tomorrow!" And with that Eli made her way to the clubroom, the others already changing into their school uniforms.
"Maki and Kotori have appointments so they can't accompany us." "Too bad, but that means more ice cream for me, nya!" "Rin-chan, don't be so mean!" "Pay attention to your weight Rin, otherwise you won't fit for a idol anymore!" "...Nico-chan, stop being mean too." "Mean? Remember, these were wise words from your top idol Nico okay? Nico nico nii~!" "Seriously, stop bickering around and hurry up!" Nozomi interrupted their fight and took her bag, already leaving the room with the others trying to catch up. "...seems like I forgot my jacket on the rooftop, I'll be back!" Umi yelled at the group, hurrying to the stairs.
"Man, something like that has to happen to me huh? I'm wondering why Kotori didn't tell me that she has something to do after rehearsal, but maybe she just forgot it. Mhm..." She was mumbling to herself, climbing the stairs. "Geez well, hurry up before the others leave without you..." With that she reached for the doorknob and entered the rooftop, scanning the area for her jacket. "There it is!" "...you have to do it like that." "Huh? Isn't that Maki's voice?" Silently Umi sneaked to the wall, carefully peering around the corner.
She gasped and moved back, her heart beating and hammering against her chest. 'No way! Just... NO WAY!' Her thoughts were racing and she felt like a cold hand gripped her heart, squeezing and trying to drown her in the cold. She closed her eyes, opened them again and peered a second time around the corner, hoping that her eyes had lied to her.
She saw Maki pushing Kotori against the wall, her hand holding Kotori's above her head and leaning forward, a few inches from her lips away. As soon as she saw the redhead closing her eyes and moving forward, she turned around and headed for the door, tears already streaming down her face. 'How could she...with Maki...?! I can't believe it... I just can't... why...didn't she choose me? Since I'm already in love with her... for so damn long!'
She went to the bathroom and pulled out her handkerchief, trying to dry her tears and to calm down. 'If I don't go back to the others they will get suspicious...Ah I'm feeling like a wreck but I guess there's no helping it...idols have to smile even if their heart and world got terribly crushed and my first love just had to end as a onesided feeling, cause I'm too weak to tell her how I really feel. Oh Kotori...' Checking herself one last time in the mirror, Umi decided it was time to go back to the others, forcing a fake smile on her face.
"There you are Umi-chan! What took you so long, couldn't find your jacket?" "I'm sorry Eli, yeah I had a little trouble finding it, but now let's go!" Umi exclaimed while the others started cheering for their long awaited ice cream. 'Just act like everything is okay, Maki never tried to kiss my Kotori-chan...she never did...' "Hey Umi-chan, are you alright?" "Huh?" "You looked like you were spacing out so I thought I have something on your mind." 'Observant like always, Nozomi.' "Thank you Nozomi but I'm fine." "Okay but remember if you want to talk about something you can always tell me and we will ask my cards, okay?" "...your cards, huh? Well, thank you Nozomi."
The group arrived at the cafè and sat down, a waitress already at their table taking orders. Umi just ordered something to drink, her appetite lost. She listened the conversation of the others halfhearted, smiling here and there so that noone would notice that she wasn't really paying attention but she snapped as Eli started talking about Maki.
"You know, I don't know what happened recently to Maki-chan but she sure opened up and is smiling a lot more, don't you think so?" "Now that you mention it...maybe something wonderful happend her?" "What do you mean with wonderful Hanayo-nya? Like... a boyfriend, nya?" "RIN-CHAN! I didn't say something like that!" "Y-yeah seriously, like Maki would get a boyfriend before your number one idol Nico! T-there is like n-no way..." "Say Nico-chan, why are you blushing and stuttering around suddenly?" "Ah well... look, the waitress is back!"
The waitress was indeed back, placing cake and drinks on the table but Umis mind was stuck on Nicos behaviour. Did she too saw them kissing on the rooftop? And if she knew about them, since when were Kotori and Maki already dating?! She fought against the tears who tried once again to stream down her face, but she sucessfully choked them down. The whole group was laughing and bickering but Umi didn't want to be any part of it today so she rose up from her chair and took her bag.
"What's wrong Umi-chan? Where are you going?" "Sorry guys I don't feel well today, I think I will head home early and rest a bit. "Do you want me to accompany you?" "No it's okay Honoka, I think I can go home alone. I will see you tomorrow guys." "Okay, rest up Umi-chan, don't take things too hard." "Thanks Eli-chan, I will try." With that Umi waved the group goodbye and went on her way home.
At home she informed her mother that she had already eaten something with the others and that she will went to bed early today cause she doesn't feel well. Throwing her bag in a corner she let herself fall down on her bed, sighing and still thinking about Kotori and Maki. 'I still can't believe that she chose Maki over me, her childhood friend. I mean okay, Maki is nice, cute, she can write songs and she can play the piano but still... I thought... IF she ever like someone... another girl... it would be me...'
Clutching a pillow to her chest she thought back to the scene at the rooftop. Instead of Maki she imagined herself being pushed against the wall by Kotori. "Kotori..." Umi whispered to herself, oblivous to how longing it sounded. In her mind Kotori easily hold her wrists in a firm grip with one hand, sliding down with her other hand just under the hem of her shirt. She gasped as she felt her fingers touching her bare skin, leaving firetrails as she strode higher until she sneaked under her bra, cupping her breast and circling a fingertip around her nipple. "Kotori please..." The bluenette moaned, writhing under the grip of her love. "Please what, Umi-chan?" "Touch me more... please." She saw the triumphant grin on the face of her childhood friend. "As you wish." She gently pinched her nipple and buried her face in Umis neck, sucking and leaving bruises on her trail.
"...Umi-chan? Are you awake Umi-chan?" A faint knock ripped Umi out of her thoughts, blushing as she noticed that her hands had already slipped under her bra and in her pants. Just what the hell where I thinking?! She sat straight up and tried to straighten her outfit. "What is it Mom?" "Minami-san wanted to speak to you she is on the phone." Her heart jumped of pure joy but as she remembered what she saw today it instantly ripped it apart. "Tell her that I'm not feeling well... I'm trying to sleep." "Alright, but tell me if you need something sweetheart okay?" "I will Mom, thanks." The footsteps of her mother trailed off down the floor as she flopped down on her bed, trying to get everything out of her head to get some sleep but she couldn't prevent that a certain girl tried to sneak back in again and again.
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The next morning Umi didn't want to face the others at school so she convinced her mother that she wasn't feeling well so she could take a day off. To be honest it was her first time practically 'ditching' school, but it just hurt too much thinking about Kotori and Maki being together. So she spent half the day in bed, unaware of what turn of events would take place at school...
Kotori sighed as she looked for like the thousand time at the emtpy place of Umis chair. The bluenette didn't show up at their meeting point before school and the others told her that she wasn't feeling well yesterday. Maybe instead of calling she should have just gone over to her house and visit her, checking if she needed something or someone to talk with. She even could have finally told her about her hidden feelings for her...
The practice with Maki yesterday really helped her boosting her confidence and she didn't feel alone anymore. Since Maki was dating Nico it was clear that it was indeed okay to have feelings for a girl and especially for Umi. Who couldn't love someone as beautiful, clever and confident as her bluenette childhood friend? Right, noone.
She sighed again, looking over to the empty place. Well she would check after her secret love after school but before she had to keep her promise against Maki. Maki and Nico finally decided to tell the whole μ's group about their relationship. To be honest Kotori didn't think that even one of them was against it, in secret she was nearly 100 percent sure that Nozomi and Eli were secretly dating too. But well, maybe they would come out of their closet too if the other two will give them a good opening.
She wondered if Umi would want to keep their relationship a secret from everyone too or if they could be open about it, holding hands in front of the others and even sharing quick kisses. She blushed and grinned, already excited to go over to Umis house after school. Time to win over her childhoodfriend completely!
The school bell rang, ending the last period of school. Kotori shoved everything into her bag and made her way to the clubroom. Without a knock she opened the door, interrupting a certain first year and third year in a heated tonguebattle. "Uhm... well I know that you wanted to tell the whole group today but I think you should maybe use a more... subtile way." "Shut up! See Nico-chan, I told you we wouldn't have enough time until..." "Yeah okay I'm sorry! Yeez, just wanted to calm you down a bit..." "Now now, stop fighting you two. Remember your grand finale is just mere seconds away!" "...yeah, thanks Kotori."
Kotori nooded at the two of them and gave them an encouraging smile. They seemed pretty nervous and it would be really easy for the others to pick up that something was different today, since the two of them sat beside each other and not apart like all the other group meetings before. Kotori strode to her usual place and sat down, waiting for the others to arrive. It didn't take them long, one after another dropped in, some stopping for a second like Hanayo and Rin or smiling knowingly like Nozomi. Geez, there was nothing to hide from the purple haired fortune teller. Honoka was the last one to arrive, excusing herself since she had to get some student council paperwork and plopped down on her seat catching breath.
Every gaze now turned to the pair, who slightly shifted under the expectant glances. To Kotoris surprise it was Nico who rose from her chair, coughing to get everyones attention. "So uhm... today... well... I gathered you guys here today to..." She got silent, searching with her gaze around the room until it lingered on Makis face. Kotori couldn't see Makis face but Nico seemed to grew confident once more. "Well you see... Maki and me are dating... we have been a real couple for a few weeks now and we think it is only fair that you guys know it too." She fell silent and Kotori checked the faces of the other μ's member. They exchanged looks and all of them started to smile, rushing over to the couple and hugging them.
"We are so glad that you finally told us!" "That's right, nya!" "To be honest I already know that you two were secretly dating... the cards told me." "Sure Nozomi... but thanks guys, we really appreciate it that you take it so easily." "Hey it's no big deal, okay?" "Right so... now kiss, nya!" "Rin-chan! Don't ask something weird like that!" "Why Kayo-chin? I bet they look cute together, nya!" "W-well that may be true but..." "Now now, no need to embarass our newly found couple further right? Let's just do it for them Elichi!" To everyones surprise Nozomi latched onto Eli, bringing their lips together for a kiss. At first Eli seemed hesistant and tried to get Nozomi off, but after a few seconds she clearly relaxed into the kiss. "So... Eli-chan and Nozomi-chan are together too, nya? Kayo-chin I think we shou-mmfmpf" "RIN-CHAN!"
"Maki-chan, we can't lose to Eli and Nozomi, come here!" "Nico-chan wha-." Nico straddled Makis lap and instantly kissed her too. "Is this a contest now guys?" Kotori and Honoka just laughed and smiled. Kotori was really happy that everything went well for the two and it encourages her in her own plan for later. Right, her plan... Confessing to Umi didn't sound like an actual plan but that would have just to do for now. Umi would be sick at home in her bed waiting for her, right? After all they visit each other if one of them is ill. Yep, Umi-chan would definitly be waiting for her.
After spending half of the day in her bed Umi decided it was time to do something. Laying around wouldn't help her, especially not with mending her broken heart. She didn't sleep properly last night unable to calm down. 'I still don't know how I should face Kotori after this... screw it, seriously. I will go to the archery club and try to calm down there. Archery helped me in many situations, why not this time too?'
She sighed and gathered her belongings, getting ready to leave the house. Her mother was away anyway, so she wouldn't criticise her for such behaviour. Skipping school but going there for some archery? Hell, mom would be MAD. Picking up her bag she got outside and closed the door behind her. Taking the long way to school seemed like a good idea too. Maybe her mind would finally stop to think about a certain bruenette.
Just 15 minutes after Umi left her house Kotori arrived there slightly nervous. Thinking about confessing was easy but properly doing it? 'C'mon Maki didn't practice with you for nothing. She practiced with you for this little special moment, don't chicken out now!' She gulped and pushed the door bell. Umis mother opened her and seemed a little surprised. "Oh Minami-san, what are you doing here?" "I wanted to visit Umi-chan since she is sick." "Oh, but she isn't here right now and I don't know where she went but if you want you can wait in her room for her." "Oh okay." After taking off her shoes she went to Umis room, sitting down on her bed.
'Where could she be? It's not like Umi to walk around sick...' She looked around the room, which was tidy as always since the bluenette tried hard to keep it permanently clean. Her gaze lingered next to Umis wardrobe missing something important. 'Where is her bow? Don't tell me...' Well obviously sometimes Umi walks around sick too. But walking to the archery club when she was sick? That wasn't like her at all. Kotori shook her head to clear her mind. She had no time to lose and said goodbye to Umis mother, running the whole way back to school.
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clink. 'Again! Why can't I even concentrate here? Argh! Kotori... what have you done to me?' Umi was a wreck, slumping down as she watched her previous shots. 6 times in a row now she didn't even hit the target. 6 times. 6 goddamn times. She sighed, picked up the arrows and went to sit down on the edge of the wooden floor, letting out an irritated growl. The whole situation clearly annoyed her because she didn't know how to handle it at all. Well she could try to act normal around Kotori like she didn't see anything but to be honest she was sure that the bruenette would pick up on it rather fast cause she was really bad at hiding things. Especially things that ripped a giant hole in my heart... Even archery didn't help her to calm down at all and it was her last solution. Just what should she do...?
"There you are Umi-chan!" "Wha-...Kotori?!" "I went home after school to check up on you but you weren't at home and after I noticed your bow missing I thought you would maybe be here... what's up?" Kotori went to sit down beside her childhood friend, confused that the bluenette avoided her gaze. That wasn't like her Umi-chan at all. "Say, what happend? I thought you were sick but then again you are here at your archery club? That's strange for you Umi-chan." "I know I just..." She went silent, trying to regain her attitude and holding her tears back. With Kotori sitting beside her mere inches away it was hard for her to not remember the scene from the day before. "What's wrong Umi-chan? You can tell me everything you know? We are childhood friends and...-" "RIGHT, JUST CHILDHOOD FRIENDS!"
The sudden outburst startled the bruenette and she was surprised when Umi finally looked at her with tears streaming down her face and shaking shoulders. Shocked she wanted to pull the girl into her arms trying to comfort her but she tried to escape her. "No Kotori, don't! You... Maki... rooftop..." Kotori was confused at first, trying to hold her into place, when the words suddenly connected and she understand that Umi must have seen them and she was misinterpreting things badly. "Wait Umi-chan, it's not like you think!" "No, leave me alone!"
Umi tried to break loose but Kotori grabbed her wrists and pushed the girl onto her back on the wooden floor. Her attempts to escape grew weaker which each try as she just shook her head, avoiding the lingering gaze of the bruenette. It broke Kotoris heart to see her secret love in such despair. "Umi-chan I..." Without ending her sentence she pressed her lips to the girl under her trying to calm her down. The bluenette was shocked at first and tried to shake the other girl of, thinking she acted out of pure pity. "Stop it... please." Stoping was no option for Kotori after all, not since she could finally feel the lips of her love on her own, even if she was crying and trembling.
"I can't... because I love you after all, Umi-chan. I can't stop myself..." Again she dipped down catching the lips of the bluenette, nibbling softly at her lip to make her gasp so that she could slid her tongue inside. Since the escape attempts of the girl subsided she decided to only hold her down with one hand so she could caress her body with the other one, simply gliding her fingers down the fabric with soft touches. She didn't know if Umi just went with the heat of the moment but after a few seconds she responded to her kisses, battling with her tongue for dominance. As she gently cuped one of her breasts and rubbed it her love broke the kiss to let out a soft moan. Surprised the bruenette stopped her movement while Umi hid her face in her hands so she couldn't see how red she actually was. "... Umi-chan~" "... what...kyah?!"
Pulling her haori appart she latched on one of the bluenette's nipples, receiving a louder moan this time as she swirled her tounge around it. Since the only thing Umi did was gripping her shoulders with shaky hands besides writhing and moaning under her, Kotori pulled her haori more and more apart, revealing the porcelian like white skin that laid beneath it.
The body under her jumped as she turned her attention to her other breast as well, gently massaging her breasts as she moved with kisses to her neck, licking over her pulse point just to sink her teeth into it seconds later, marking her childhood friend as hers. Yes, everyone should see that Umi was clearly taken. Her bite elicited a throathy moan from the girl under her, gripping a bit harder on her shoulders. As soon as she was done with her mark she drew back a little bit from her, admiring her work as she noticed Umi's small voice.
"Kotori... hngh... Kotori, I love you too, so please..." Her voice died down, leaving Kotori behind confused. Just what was she pleading for? Suddenly she noticed how the bluenette was rubbing her legs together, looking rather uneasily. Ohhhh... so she was referring to THAT. So even the calm Umi-chan had a ... sex drive.
She smiled and kissed her, planting soft kisses everywhere on her way down to her hakama which she already was pulling apart. She marveled at the sight of the naked bluenette under her, savouring every second of it as she dived in, lapping the juices and flicking over her entrance, teasing her a little bit before she bit lightly into her clit. Umi's moaning turned into a startled groan, her fingernails scratching over the wooden floor, trying to get a hold of something. Her hips bucked and Kotori decided it was time to finally give in.
Replacing her mouth with her hand she laid down beside the bluenette, gazing into her eyes as she coated her finger with her wetness. "Umi-chan, I love you." Her finger slided easily into her lover, pumping slowly at the beginning since the other girl gave a little grunt of discomfort. But soon enough she was moving her hips in a rhythm to the pumping and Kotori could feel the flesh tighten around her finger. "Haa...haaa... Kotori hngn... please... more..." How could she NOT obliged to her?
Adding another finger she pumped faster, enjoying the view of how Umi was bucking under her, moaning louder from second to second. "Ahh...I'm cumming...I'm cumming Kotori, I love you!" With a last loud moan her body began to shake and the bruenette hold her close to her body, leaving her to the feeling of waves of pleasure crushing against her body as she was riding down her peak.
She was still breathing heavy as she weakly tugged on Kotori's shoulders to pull her in for a quick kiss. Carefully removing her fingers the bruenette flinched as she saw a trail of red on them. "Umi-chan, I'm sorry! I..." Silencing her with a kiss, Umi just shook her head. "It's okay Kotori...I'm... kinda happy that you are my real first after all... and I wouldn't have wanted it any other way." The bluenette crawled onto the other girls lap, snuggling into her. Kotori hugged her, burying her face into her neck. "So Umi-chan likes to cuddle after sex, huh?" "Ko-Kotori!" "Hehe just kidding, I love you!" "I love you too...and.. I'm happy that you aren't going out with Maki..."
"I'm sorry Umi-chan, Maki and me just practiced on the roof because I didn't know how I should confess to you and well... since she and Nico-chan are going out i kinda asked her to help me out." "Maki and Nico are dating each other? Oh well... that explains why Maki looks so happy right now. So... what about us? Should we tell the others?" "Since Maki and Nico already know that I love you I think it's just fair to tell them... but first..." "Huh?" Kotori gently nipped on her ear, blowing lightly on it sucessfully making her shudder. "Sorry Umi-chan, I still want to eat you up~" "W-wait a second Kotori, I'm... hngnnn..."