Dam Edward!!!! He thinks he'll hurt me well he won't. I know he won't hurt me. He couldn't! He wouldn't! I wanted no needed him sexually. I'm a teenage girl what do you expect and he is so sexy and tempting. Grrrrrr now im just making me want him even more.
"Bella what are you thinking about" Edward asked me as he sat down next to me on his bed.
What am I thinking about what do you think I'm thinking about!!!
"Nothing much. Just wondering when your going hunting. Your eyes are very dark."
"That's what I wanted to talk to you about…"
"What about it Edward?"
"Well I was going to go this weekend with my family but.."
"Edward stop. I'm not going to stop you from hunting"
"But your fighting with Charlie and you wanted to stay here this weekend"
"Look ill go home or work out something out but you need to hunt so don't worry about me"
"Edward!!!" Alice yelled as she entered the room.
"You can't miss this hunting trip. You missed the last one and your only making it harder for yourself." Alice said.
"But I can't leave Bella to go home to Charlie at the moment"
"She can stay here then" Alice said like it was simple.
"But nobody's going to be here. Everyone's going hunting for the whole weekend." Edward wined.
"Well actually Jasper went last night because he couldn't wait so he's not going this weekend he's staying home. If you want Bella you could stay here with him I'm sure he wouldn't mind."
"Well umm if your sure he wouldn't mind…" I said. Staying with Jasper would be weird because he has always been distant from me because he has the least control out of everyone. Maybe staying with him might make us closer…
"Hey Jasp come her for a moment." Alice said and within seconds Jasper was standing next to her in the doorway.
"Yeah"
"Bella can't go home at the moment because she's haven a fight with Charlie and Edward really needs to go hunting, and since your stayen here could Bella stay with you?"
Jasper looked at me for a moment obviously reading my emotions to make sure it was what I wanted before saying yes
"Kool you two can have some 'bonding' time" Alice said while bursting out laughing.
"Anyway we gotta leave Edward so say your good byes and be ready to leave in 5." Alice said while she was leaving towing Jasper behind her.
"I'm really sorry about this Bella honey I wish I could stay here with you…"
I put my finger to Edwards lips to stop him.
"Don't worry Edward I'll be fine. And spending some time with Jasper could be good for us you know bring us closer and stuff."
Edward lifted my chin and kissed me on the lips more passionately then ever but still not as much as I wanted.
When we broke apart he whispered 'I love you' in my ear.
"I love you too" I said back.
"EDWARD" Alice yelled.
"You better go."
I grabbed Edwards hand and walked with him to the front of the house where all his family was waiting for him.
"Bye" I said and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek. He gave one of my favorite crocked smiles in return.
"Bye Bells see you in a couple of days" and with that Edward, Alice, Emmet, Rosalie, Esme and Carlisle ran out of the house at unnatural speed leaving me and Jasper standing in the living room together.
Jasper went and sat on the couch and turned the couch and patted the spot next to him.
I went over and sat next to him and sighed.
"What's the matter Bella your emotions are all over the place."
"Sorry"
"Don't be sorry. You do know you can tell me anything don't you?"
"Yeah I do and it means a lot its just not something you would want to talk about..'
"Try me.'
'Well its just I'm a teenage girl and well…." I said as I started to blush.
"You want to be sexually active and Edward thinks he'll hurt you." Jasper finished for me.
"Well yeah but he thinks he'll hurt me but I don't think he could. I don't think anyone in your family could hurt me."
"He's scared bella really scared. You're his everything and he doesn't want to loose you."
"I know, I know its just feel like I need this and if he doesn't fill that need I don't know what I'll do."
"Bella…" Jasper started but couldn't finish because I lent over and kissed him.
WHAT AM I DOING!!!!
I cant be kissing Jasper I love Edward.
Jasper pulled back from me giving me a weird look.
"I'm really sorry." I said blushing badly but before I could even think anything else Jasper kissed me.
After a few seconds I started kissing him back more passionately then I've ever kissed anyone let alone Edward.
This is so wrong I love Edward not Jasper but it feels so good.
Jasper then pulled away again and started to apologize but I kissed him before he stopped and then before I could blink he had ran us up to his room…