'Sup! It's me Nyukisan10 and I have a songfic for Sena and Agon!
The song: Kiss the Rain by Heinie/Yiruma
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I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
Kobayakawa Sena and Kongo Agon has bee going out for about a month now. Much to Sena's content.
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
When the older boy asked him out, he replied with a happy 'yes! Agon-san' He's been happy since.
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
He had to be patient, Agon would always be with another girl, but he still said those three words to Sena. "I love you, Sena" he would whisper in his ear before leaving or sleeping.
I never had your love
And I never will
So, there he was waiting for Agon, who was already thirty minuets late. Sena didn't mind. They were supposed to eat at the café and then go off to the carnival. He was wearing his casual, wondering if Agon would ever come.
And every night
I lie awake
It began raining when he reflected back, a long time ago, to when they had gone on their first date, a year ago, and one month from when they had exchanged the words together.
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
Sena was always sure that Agon loved him, just like he loved him. Or maybe he was being selfish, only having sex with him once every other week, but Agon never said anything, just scowled and left.
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
Sena wanted to be perfect, to his one and only Agon. The Agon that protects him, the Agon that holds him, the Agon that…
You can't even look me straight in my eyes
Never looked him in the eyes when saying that he loved him.
I've never felt this way
To be so in love
He had a miniature crush on Shin once, but when he played with Agon, he had grown attached to him. And at the airport, when he was leaving for Notre Dame, he was there. And he said it. In front of everyone, and he agreed.
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
When he came back in the university years, they were in different schools, but that didn't stop them from being together. However, he always felt jealous when he saw Agon with some one else, and Agon would careless when some other guy hits on him, it's when they drag him off to rape him Agon dose something.
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
When Sena cries, Agon pats him, and lures him into bed.
The one to say that you would never leave
And Sena would fall asleep.
The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
Rain was still coming, but it didn't bother him when he was getting soaked, he told Agon that he would be waiting at this exact spot. Nearby, he sees a puddle with his reflection and smiles lightly.
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
He misses Agon. The way he would hold him, so warm… but the more he thinks about that, the more colder he is and there is something in his stomach.
All that is left of you
Is a memory
An hour has passed, but Sena's still waiting, passing by people give him an odd look.
On that only, exists in my dreams
He gives them a smile and they blush and walk faster, some would reply with a smile, and others would ignore him completely. He forgot his jacket, but he didn't mind it. In fact, it reminds him of when the Deimon Devilbacks' won the last game against Oujou. Them washing their uniform in the oddest ways.
And every night
I lie awake
A small laugh escapes his mouth. He looks up to the sky, waiting for the similar words that Agon would say, twist him around and kiss him deeply and passionately. He smirked.
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
They were supposed to celebrate both their birthdays today, but the more that Sena thinks, he's wrong.
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
Agon would protect him from stalkers and rapers, but along the way, he gets rid of his closest friends. He never gives him the real smiles, only sometimes.
You can't even look me straight in my eyes
And sometimes, he never looks at Sena.
I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
The more Sena thought about it, the more it hurt. He refused to believe the fact that Agon had never loves him. After all they've done…
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
Witch was what? They had sex, and they slept with each other, they lived together, and he always went with some sort of girl. Why couldn't he have been the one Agon adored?
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
Maybe for the first month they had actually been together, but he couldn't stop loving…
That no matter what
I'll always love you
He loves Agon, and he can't change it. No matter what he dose.
I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
Sena closed his eyes, hoping that when he opens them, he'll be there.
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
When he did, no one was there, only people passing by, trying to get out of the rain, he was the only one who was there. The only one without a hood.
Although your heart is mine
Its hollow inside
The only one crying his eyes out.
I never had your love
And I never will
"Agon…" he whispered, he's two hours late now. He just came to realization when he got a text message.
So why am I still here in the rain
"We're done.
-Agon"