Chapter 1

Marco's side

It's been a month since Star left, and the days just keep rolling along. Since she left my life has spiraled downhill. Jackie felt like she was no longer important and left me adding to the pain I'm already going through. My parents care but I can't tell them anything cause they just wouldn't understand. Janna is there for me enough to where I'm not so lonely she kept me from ending my life so many times.

We got close to the point where it felt like I had Star back. She knew me almost as good as Star did. Yet I couldn't get her out of my heart. I pulled out a small heart locket I kept and opened it showing a picture of me and Star a few days before she left.

Janna was no fool and she could have easily taken it away. She knew I had it with me but didn't say anything cause she knew how much Star ment to me and she missed Star as much as I did. Every know and again she breaks into my room and steals all my knifes and anything I can use to hang myself. I feel blessed knowing I have my own guardian angel/devil watching over me.

One day we where having a movie night and Janna picked out the most horrifying movie she could find. I could not help but jump every 5 minutes due to the constant pop ups and screams. Janna enjoyed watching me jump and yell it was embarrassing to say the least. Yet I couldn't help but feel happy seeing Janna smile and laugh. I grabbed the remote and turned off the TV leaving us in a dim room with nothing but the moon light coming in through the window. "What to much for you Diaz?" she playfully said. I didn't say anything. "What's the ma-" I cut her off as I crashed my lips against hers.

In the dark Janna had the same outline figure as Star did and I couldn't help myself I held her close to me as she straddled me putting her arms around my neck. My eyes widened and I pulled away and got up Janna was on the bed confused and scared. "I'm sorry." was all I said I ran out of my own home running to God knows where. Finally I stopped catching my breath I was in the country side that much I knew. Walking down the road memories played back in my mind. Seeing the old broken down truck Star and I used to "drive around" was still there. I opened the door and sat down looking at all the fast food wrappers we left I laid down in the beaten down seat of the truck with one question on my mind. What is she doing now?

Star's side

I watched Marco suffer for a month now. I cried everyday watching him try and try again to hurt himself I wanted to go back I wanted to hold him and let my feeling out to him have him hold me until the end of time. As time went on I noticed he was getting better he is still broken but you can see the effort he gives to try to smile.

I wish he knew I left cause I wanted him to grow as a person and not have to worry about me. It didn't turn out so well I want to go back in time and stop it but I learned my lesson about that. I noticed Janna and Marco getting closer and closer as time went on. My heart ached yet I felt I needed to move on as well. "I can't believe I'm doing this." I looked at the door. "Maybe I should just go." Then the door opened wide. "Star!" an all to familiar voice said.

"Hey... Tom." I should have ran when I had the chance. "Please come on in." He said opening the door wide. "Thanks, but I didn't come to see your house I needed to ask you something." I said rubbing my right elbow looking down to the ground. "Sure ask away." Tom said leaning on the door jam. "Will you... go... out... with me?" Why was that so hard to say? I questioned myself. "Star butterfly. made me the happiest demon alive. of course I will!" He cheered. While he was laughing and jumping up and down like a school girl.

"Hey do you wanna go somewhere now? I know a place we can go!" Tom exclaimed. "Sure." I answered unenthusiastically this felt so wrong yet I wanted to fill the hole Marco left I was willing to do anything to fill the hole. Even if it meant lying to myself that I actually wanted this.

We headed out to what looked like a lake full of red water. It smelled awful and I honestly felt sick to my stomach. He yammered about his anger management progress I didn't really pay attention to what he was saying all I could think of was if Marco was okay. He noticed that I was dazing off he toke the chance and walked in front of me. I ran into his boney chest it felt so different from Marco when I ran into him his chest was firm and warm.

I mentally slapped myself as I realized my standards of men has dropped Marco was just perfect for me. His muscles and personality. "Star." I looked up and for a split second I saw Marco's face. "Yes?" I tried to hide my small blush. "I'm really happy with you." He wrapped his arms around my waist. It felt like Marco I could feel myself melting as I closed my eyes and the image of him grew stronger and stronger.

Before Tom could get another word in I planted a kiss on his lips. I opened my eyes slightly and realized what I did. I pulled away and ran. I opened up a demential portal and I found myself in my castle room. I pounded my head against the pillow realizing I made a big mistake as I laid in my bed I only had 1 question on my mind. What is he doing now?