If you want read the rest of this story, which I'll admit is actually quite good for a DxC fic, then you'll have to read this crappy little poem that started it all.
Call it a monologue if you want to!
Mine: The Boy
Heart beats.
Palms sweat.
Breathing heavy.
Legs unsteady
Keep it together!
The time is now!
This is what you live for!
But wish not to die for.
Criminal, they call me,
Gun in hand.
But they do not understand,
I've been through a lot,
And look where I've got,
Call me lowly scum,
Call me the worst creature alive,
A monster! I'm not,
I'm just trying to survive.
The things I do give me a boost,
From my pavement seat,
To respect from people I meet,
Not all fear! Respect!
That's what I get!
This is why I do this!
This is my thrill!
This is my time!
And all of this will be mine!
Alarm!
Pfft…give me a rest,
Cry all you want!
Flash all your red!
I'm prepared for an event such as this,
Guards may come running,
But who gives a shit.
I've got what I want,
So relax, I'll leave now,
I begin to run,
As the adrenaline pumps.
I have to do this,
I must not fail,
I was chosen for this,
I must prevail.
I race down the street,
Sirens roar!
Blue and red flicker,
In the dark that has swarm.
In to the narrow alley,
I think in quick haste,
No time to debate.
Shit! Dead end!
Brick wall in my face,
The cops are coming.
But this is mine for winning.
.
Mine: The Girl
Heart beats.
Palms sweat.
Breathing heavy.
Legs unsteady
Keep it together!
The time is now!
This is what you live for!
And you are loved for.
Prodigy, they call me,
Violin in hand,
But they do not understand,
I've been through a lot,
And look where I've got,
Call me gifted,
Call me the most amazing adolescent alive,
Enjoy life? I don't,
It pains me to try,
I want to be normal in what I do,
But I'm choked by fame,
And lights flash my name.
Not respect! Fame!
That's what I get,
But that's not why I do this,
Music should be joy!
Music should be love!
But it is not mine, it is all lost.
Encore!
Pfft…give me a rest,
Cry all you want!
Show your behest.
The show has ended and I won't do no more,
Roses may come falling,
But I feel no remorse.
I've done what you want.
And now I shall go.
Away I want to run,
But I know that is dumb.
I want to be free,
But I was chosen for this,
And they've a hold on me.
At the hotel we arrive,
People guffaw,
Cameras flicker,
Normal. I ignore.
In to my bed room,
I flop on the bed,
I begin to smother my head.
Tears in my eyes!
Makeup dribbles down my face,
I don't want this anymore,
This dream is not mine that I'm living for.
Next I drew a comic… don't ask me why… but I did, and I can't put it on this site so the next chapter will just be basically the comic! :D
Reviews PLEASE!
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