In this World Of mine

I am sad, and lonely,

In this world of mine.

I feel I am going out of my mind,

So I try to put my feelings all behind.

The feelings do not stay gone long.

They return and burn into my brain.

I am sad, and lonely,

In this world of mine.

I am angry and lost

In this world of mine.

I feel that I am a stranger,

Invisible and in danger.

I believe that everybody should get along,

Like in a beautiful song.

In my world, I am angry a lot,

Mostly at myself.

I am angry and lost

In this world of mine.

I am misunderstood

In this world of mine.

I talk, but nobody understands what I say,

Even if I pray and pray.

Some people think they know what I am thinking.

They tell what they are assuming, and they always

Have it completely wrong.

I am misunderstood

In this world of mine.

I am anxious and nervous

In this world of mine.

I pick at my skin,

And my mother treats it like it is a sin.

She assumes that I do it on purpose

Or for attention.

Seems like she doesn't care what I have

To mention.

I am anxious and nervous

In this world of mine.

I am not trusted

In this world of mine.

Every since that first cut,

I've been treated like an old mutt.

Life is not fair,

Especially to all that actually care.

I am not trusted

In this world of mine.

I am healing

In this world of mine.

People finally understand what I feel.

I don't have the need to kneel and pray.

My life

Is going to come together again,

Day by day.

And each day a new adventure may come my way.

Adventures that will last until the end.

By: Poetgirl12