Just a short song fic, to the lyrics `All or Nothing` by O-town.
Adrian thinks about Rose. *Set during BP and SB*
Disclaimer: I don't own any of this song and I`m pretty sure I don't own Vampire Academy and its characters, too.
I know when he's been on your mind
that distant look is in your eye
I thought with time you'd realize
It's over, over
Why can`t you realise that Dimitri is gone? He`s dead, a strigoi and it`s about time you moved on and continued with life.
It's not the way I choose to live
and something somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older, older
I don't want to keep waiting for you, I should move on, instead of watching you drag yourself down. But I can't.
You know I'd fight for you
But how I can fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair
It`s like you're not here anymore Rose. Your eyes are empty, and you seem like you're always gone. I've been your friend, but I`m tired of waiting for you- Dimitri`s gone and now we can be together. You should see that by now, haven't you had enough time to get over him? Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
I don't want to just be your friend anymore. We can be amazing together, if you'd forget about Belikov. There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart
But I don't show it show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know know it
I don't know what to think anymore. You want me and then you don't. Am I pushing you too soon? Or should I have stopped this affair with Belikov sooner, and stopped all of this heartache. Don't me make me promises Cause you and I
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time for show and tell
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room inside for me in your life
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
It's now or never
I have nothing more to lose. I`m Adrian Ivashkov. I could have any girl I wanted within seconds, yet the one girl I actually love will barely give me a glance. You're so gone for that cradle robbing Russian, that you barely even noticed that even though he`s broke your heart
You're breaking mine.
So what did you think? Was it really awful? :S PLEASE R&R :)