A/N: This is just a quick teaser, not all the story is this doom and gloom I promise, but this story is Rated M and is rated M with good reason. So if you feel like you're going to be offended from reading this first excerpt, stop reading. I'll release the next chapter soon, but reviews would help me decide whether to continue, but until I start getting abuse from you guys I'll carry on updating!

Happy Reading!

Frenchy_x

Prologue

Her words cut through me deeper than any blade I've ever used.

Worthless

Disgraceful

Failure

They echoed through my mind like a scream in a forest, the pain and inflection never lessening.

Buzzing around my head like bees.

Stinging.

Forever stinging, again and again.

Maybe not bees then. Bees died after one sting.

These must be hornets and angry hornets at that.

I slowly picked up the switchblade from the cold tile floor I was sitting on.

I slowly cut into the soft underside of my arm, slow but deep.

The crimson pooled against my alabaster skin. I smiled.

Pain was only temporary.

As the endorphins rushed through my body I lay down, cheek to tile, to ride out my high.

As my blood pooled beneath me, slowly dripping from the wound in my arm I couldn't help but wonder.

Daddy, are you proud?