Usopp's Journal (As a High Schooler)
I'm Tired of this. The Teasing. The joking about my nose. The horror i have to face each and everyday. The calls of the bullies. The teasing of my peers. The fear and terror when I walk out my front door.
I can hear the insults they say to me. The only person I can talk to is My best friend Kaya. She stays by me whenever i have trouble. She goes on a lot of Trips so she isn't always there. I tried to kill my self 5 times already.
The punchs the bullies land on me. They leave me on the ground out cold. The next time i wake up i'm on a cozy bed. I shoot up and find out i'm in my friends room. Kaya is sitting right at my side holding my hand. I try to say something, but she holds a finger to my lips. "Just lay down and rest." She'll say sweetly.
I lay back down and smile at her. Everyday
she looks more and more like a angel. She is just perfect. We had
been friends since kindergarden. She is my one and only friend. I'm
not afriad to admit it. I love her. She is nice, sweet, kind, and
gentle.
That fateful day had to happen. She got a boyfriend. It
isn't me either. She hardly hangs around me. Shes is around his
locker all the time. I get very jealous. I just want to punch him in
the stomach. I close my locker staring at them sadly. Saying to
myself, "That could've been me."
I just saw them kiss. Oh how i wanted to kiss her. But thats taken away now. Just to wish to kiss her once. I'm getting more and more teased. Having enough of this hell. I'm getting beaten up twice as much. Without Kaya i'm nothing, NOTHING. I want to get away from here. Stop the bullying. Stop watching my best friend lip lock with her boyfriend. This pain to STOP. My heart is broken to millions of pieces. My life has already shattered. I'm just about on the edge to kill myself. I should just do it. This earth doesn't need me anymore...
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