A/N: Wow. I cannot believe it! This is my very 1st Yugioh fanfiction and yaoi story. Yayyy! Without further ado, here it is! Enjoy!
Prologue
People say that it is easier to die, rather than continue on living. And it's true. Once you've lost your will to live, it's hard to see the point in anything and everything. You fall into a state of grief and sadness, maybe even anger. Locking away the whole world, though you may wish for someone to save you from the abyss you've fallen in. Despite that want, you say to yourself, that no one cares about you. That's why they never noticed how you really felt, the reason they could never see the mask you would put on, but then, you can't really blame them can you? If you spend so much time acting as if it's okay, they will think it is.
And maybe that's the reason I acted, no tried to be happy, despite my growing sadness, loneliness, but most of all anger. Maybe I was just trying to fool myself into thinking I was happy, that with these lies I could get myself to believe in them. Or maybe I was just trying to save whatever pride I had left..
And yet I continued to wonder 'why am I still here? What is it that I'm waiting for? Why do I continue to breathe when I feel so numb and cold. Why is it, still worth fighting for?' Yes, these were the thoughts that would continually haunt me, despite my bests attempt to be strong. The prideful person in me, would not let me falter nor break, but there's so much a person can take, isn't there? I was beginning to realize that I was slowly breaking into a thousand tiny pieces of a shattered mirror, that could not be fixed. And there was not a thing I could do as I watched myself fall apart.
I couldn't find my reason to keep living. Each day, a part of me was fading, and I knew it wouldn't be long until I would cease to exist. By my own hand or not. I was ready to die. Ready to leave. Those I would leave behind, would be alright without me. They were strong after all.
But by some chance of fate, by some miraculous work of the gods, I met him. An angel, so beautiful in so many ways, I could not begin to count nor describe. His innocence and kind spirit intrigued and enthralled me, though this I would not admit at the time. Something of which was so typical of me. Both of us brought together, and I would sacrifice anything, even my own life to keep him safe.
Though, I am getting ahead of myself aren't I?
My name is Yami Sennen. And this is my, no, not just mine, but our story. Our reason to live. The reasons of why it is still worth fighting for.
A/N: I'll be honest. I am not good at updating frequently due to school, laziness, and writer's block. But I will do my best to update fast!
Hope u guys liked it! Let me know what u think! :)