Disclaimer: I do not own these Characters, the goddess that is JK does. I just make them do wierd things hehe. No matter how hard I wish Im getting no money out of this.

This is a SLASH .B fanfic. I personally think they were destined for each other. Don't like? DONT READ!

Also my other stories get a lot of reads, obviously I would like the same for this one but more important is reviews. I want to know if I'm going ok it does mean a lot to have someone review your work so please do it!

((Remus POV))

I sometimes look back at the last five years of my life and think they have been nothing but amazing, I Remus Lupin the teenage werewolf have friends. There are goofy, stupid, funny, uncontrollable pranksters but they were mine. On this sunny day of September 1st as I sat on the train in kings cross I couldn't help but just look at them. They made me feel for the first time since I was bitten; content with the life I had been given.

"Moony, why are you staring at us?" Poor Peter said in a slightly worried voice and an even more worried looking face. "Yeah Remy cheer up it's our first day back, and I shall soon be in my lily's arms once again". James said a little too excited. He had never been in lily's arm and I doubt he would be in them any time soon. "WHAT POTTER, You in Evan's arms? Not likely she wouldn't touch you with a 10 foot broomstick!" That voice with all its boyish excitement made me snap out of my daydream and look into those eyes; they were the source of my love, yes love. I was in love with Sirius Black. "Oh she wants me, she just doesn't know it yet, but my friends this year she will" James gave us a wink which I think he believes is seductive, I on the other hand thinks he looks like a nitwit when he does it. "She doesn't want you Prongs and never will, but Remus are you sure your ok? Still tired after the full moon? It was only a couple of days ago." That wasn't the reason I was tired but it seemed like a good excuse so I went for it. "Yeah I guess a little worried about 6th year as well but seriously I am fine guys.

I wasn't fine, but they didn't need to know that, I was beyond fine I was breaking inside. I'm in love with my best friend, who apart from the fact that I can never ever tell him. Not even considering the fact that I am gay I also happen to be poor, plain looking and a book freak. Sirius is in no other words to describe it, perfect. Everyone else would say he was a good looking prankster who breaks girls hearts, GIRLS not guys. But I still would describe him as perfect. "Moons chill out your the brains of our operation you will do great, you always do".

As we got off the train and made our was to the horseless carriages I couldn't help but think back to the end of year feast we had last year. James being the idiot that he is managed to spike everyone's pumpkin juice. Sirius and I had somehow got it into our heads that swimming in the lake at 4am was a good idea, in our boxers. I remembered how good he looked wet, with the water trickling down his chest. At one point I thought he was about to kiss me, we were hugging with him telling me how much he loves me, which he does to everyone when he is drunk. He looked at me and I thought I saw him lean in about to do it, but it just turned out he was getting ready to vomit, luckily it didn't touch me but from that day on, I promised never to swim with him again.

"Moony your being very quiet are you sure your ok" Sirius asks me again. I loved it when he showed concern for me, he didn't realise those concerned eyes that wrinkled a little turned me on. Not only am I odd, I am a pervert. I get turned on my concern, well not everybody's just his but it was still weird. "Tired and hungry" I answered "I hope they have chocolate cake". Just then my belly growled to prove the point. "Great well let's not keep you from starving to death , your looking skinny you could do with a bit of meat on you!".

"Sirius you sound like my mum" James puts on a high pitched voice in which I presume he is trying to be a woman. "James you're not eating enough, spend too much time underage drinking I suppose, let's get you into the kitchen". The boys all laugh, me along with them. "Well I have to keep my moony's strength up its 6th year which means more homework which means more me needing his help." Sirius replied.

Just then I picture me and Sirius making out in the library after hours on one of the revision desks with our work having been scattered everywhere. I quickly forget this and we make our way into the great hall.

The sorting was uneventful and thankfully Dumbledore's speech was witty but not very long, I just wanted to head up to bed and sleep, seeing Sirius after this long holiday had only intensified my feelings for him. He seems to have a power over girls and me, to turn them into jelly. I went to bed listening to the other marauders planning a first day back prank involving the first years, custard and the sorting hat. My last thoughts before drifting off to sleep were not of Sirius but of not getting involved in that prank, not one bit.