So my first set of stories is almost done, and I'm having trouble deciding on what to work on next. I have four main ideas in my head, so I decided to write out the first chapter of each and decide then. This is idea number 1.
Levi POV
If there's one thing I didn't need, it was a mate. I was an independent omega. I relied on no one except myself, and that was the way I liked it. I learned to make my own path in the underground and now, in the survey corps, nothing changed. I handled my own business and protected my own skin. I was humanity's strongest and I did not need an alpha.
I didn't even want an alpha, they were always so animalistic and dirty. Only a few of them ever caught my eye. Even then, it was a lust not a love. I had no desire to be in a relationship. I only had desires to be fucked sometimes. I mean, Hanje had me on heat suppressants, but I still had urges sometimes. Those urges were handled by myself in my room. I never let my lust show outside of that. When omegas get horny, they get weak, and I was strong. I was the strongest and I would never allow anyone to see me as weak.
Especially him…I thought, looking over to Erwin Smith, his head bent in work.
I had been following him for a long time now. My underground days were far behind me. My present was with him, and with the survey corps. I lusted after him, but I would never get with him. He was a very, very dominant alpha, with a thick scent that choked my up if I lingered too long too close to him. There had been several close calls when I had spent too long in his pheromones and started to release my own omega ones. I had always quickly left once I felt that shift. I would not be weak in front of Erwin.
He must have sensed me thinking about him, because he lifted his head and looked over to me. We were in his office. He was at his desk, and I was sitting on the couch facing him in his sitting area just before the desk.
"Enjoying your tea, Levi?" he smiled at me. Fucker.
"Yes, Erwin." I sipped on the tea once more than set it down on the coffee table before me.
"I'll be just one more moment, then we talk."
"Sure, Erwin." I didn't care how long he took. I liked to look at him. Besides, we were just going to discuss that dirty brat, anyway.
True to his word, he only took a little bit longer. He put his work in his desk drawer and locked it, as always. He stood and stretched. His alpha stature didn't make for pleasant sitting during the long hours he spent at a desk. I looked over his body unapologetically as he stretched. He was so very big compared to me. He sat on the couch across from me.
"How are you, Levi?" He smiled, pouring himself some tea.
"Good," I said simply, crossing my legs. He glanced toward them as they moved, and noticed he looked them up and down. Did he like my legs? Too bad. They would never be around him. I was no one's omega.
"And Eren?" He asked, flicking his eyes back to mine.
"As good as could be expected." The brat was still in his cage under the court room. I had beaten the shit out of him yesterday. He wasn't doing too well, but he was alive. That's what mattered.
"I'm very sorry, Levi. For making you beat Eren in the court room like that." He sounded genuinely apologetic.
"I understand why it was necessary, Erwin. As does he."
"What do you make of him, Levi?" He asked, his blue eyes flicking with emotion.
"I think he's a brat."
"Levi." He said simply.
"I think its bad he's an alpha and a titan. If he was a beta, he would so much easier to contain."
"Or an omega," Erwin hummed.
"No." I said.
"No?" He questioned.
"Erwin, you of all people should know that omegas are not always so weak and manageable as we are made out to be." I gave him a pointed look. "Do you think Eren would have restraint not to fuck every alpha from here to Sina during his heat? Do you think he would remember to take his suppressants? He would be pregnant with a titan baby in no time, Erwin. That's the last thing we need."
"You're right, Levi. I'm sorry I didn't think of that." He leaned a little bit closer. "Though, Hanje would love to see some titan babies." He laughed. I always melted a little when he laughed. It sounded like winter bells. Though I hated winter, too easy for soldiers to die in a blizzard outside of the walls…
He must have seen my change in mood because he stopped laughing.
"What is it, Levi?"
"Nothing." I scowled.
He set his tea down and stood up. He walked around the table and sat next to me. I was now on high alert. Just what did he think, getting so close to me? Did he want to bathe me in his pheromones?
"Levi," he rumbled, "you know you can open up to me. You know you don't have to keep everything inside."
"So you say." I sat down my own tea. I stared forward, trying not to think about how my omega pheromones must be tickling his nose.
He leaned closer toward me. "Levi."
I turned toward him, and we suddenly very, very close. I knew my pheromones were affecting him because his eyes darkened and his own alpha scent got heavier. It was making my head swimmy.
His hand closest to me twitched, and I knew he wanted to touch me. I wondered if he would.
"Erwin." I said simply. I would let him make up his own mind as to whether or not to make a move on the unmated omega so close to him now. I wouldn't give him any indication that I felt one way or the other.
"Levi, after all we've been through…. I thought we were close enough now that you could let me in." He said. Wow. I looked down at the tea. I wondered if he meant it to have two meanings or not.
"I don't want to burden you with my feelings, Commander. That doesn't matter. It doesn't matter in a war, Commander." I kept my voice level and suppressed my pheromones by distracting myself as best as I could. I wanted to see what he would do with no signals from me.
"It matters to me, Levi, as a human being," his voice was lower and he was leaning forward. His hand crept closer to my thigh and I gave no reaction still. Not emoting was one of my talents, after all…
I hummed. I gave no answer to that. I finally turned to look at him. I felt the warmth of his hand closer and closer until it was on my thigh.
"You matter to me, Levi." He leaned forward, and it was obvious what he wanted. My mind whirred trying to decide if I should permit it. I leaned back a little, thinking. He stopped and froze where he was. His dark blue eyes where gazing intensely at me. I decided that I would allow him a kiss. Just a kiss. It wasn't like we were going to bang on his desk, after all.
I softly brought my hand up to his face and stroked his cheek. His face was rough with fine blond stubble. I liked it. I leaned forward and pressed my lips gently to his. They were soft and warm. I pulled back after a second and saw him shift his body so he closer to me. He put one arm around me and the other one stroked my thigh. I unfolded my legs and he took it as an invitation. His large alpha hands pulled my thigh closer toward him, parting my legs. I held eye contact, but narrowed my eyes. What did he think he was doing?
He leaned in for another kiss, and I pulled back again. I had to think. I told myself just once, but I wanted more. He patiently stroked my thigh and held me close while I tried to decide what I was going to do. I wanted another kiss, and, fuck it, I do what I want.
I stroked his hair, then kissed him again. I parted my lips and licked at his gently. He opened his lips and his tongue came out to play while he slid his hands further up my thigh. I wrapped my arms around him, and he took it as another invitation. He growled, low in his throat, and I felt my hole dampen. God, it has been so long since I was properly fucked. He pushed my legs apart roughly and pushed me back on the couch.
"Erwin!" I cried out as he settled his large frame above me. He growled again, and lowered his mouth to my neck. He slid his nose up and down the length of my neck, inhaling the pheromones that were pouring out of me. His own pheromones reacted too mine, pumping out of him. My hole got wetter and wetter. I whimpered.
He pushed his hand underneath my head and massaged my scent gland. My back arched up and I let out the longest, loudest moan that I had ever let out. I was soaking wet and my body tingled all over. He latched onto my neck and started sucking, leaving hickeys and as a mark of ownership, as alphas do.
His large hands palmed at my erection. Warm shocks of pleasure lit me up inside. I felt the omega weakness start to take over and I panicked.
"No! NO!" I screamed. He froze.
"Omega?" His voice was low.
"No!" I shoved at his chest with what was left of my strength. It took him a moment, but he seemed to finally understand. He got off of me. He sat at the other end of the couch while I laid there shaking. I was humiliated. How could let my hormones control me? I almost lost it.
"Le-" he started.
"Go away!" I cried. I couldn't be around him. I couldn't move either. I hoped I hadn't left a stain on Erwin's couch from my wetness.
He stared at me. He looked me up and down hungrily. I hoped he didn't try to get back on me.
"Le-" He started, once again. I cut him off with a snarl. His eyes widened. It wasn't very often an omega snarled at an alpha. He saw I was ready to fight despite my weakness. He cast his eyes down and got off of the couch. When we rose to his full height, I snarled again. I couldn't help it in this situation. He backed out of the room slowly.
I stayed there, trying to calm myself. When I stood up, I checked the couch. I hadn't leaked on it. I reached a hand back to my pants. The white jeans we wore were soaked, but the leather skirt had saved me. I scowled the whole way to my private room. I was so grateful I have a bathroom in there. I needed to wash the stench of my shame off of me.
I have no clue what im doing :DDD
