Sft-My new chapter and forgive me for my sucking spelling
Gaara-she dose not own Naruto
Ch.1: Pain
Teal eyes stared up at the white ceiling blocking the whole world around him out only dwelling on the pain and sorrow that surrounded his heart. He ran his fingers over the kanji for love that was carved into his forehead and filched at the memories that came reminding him on how he got it from his 'beloved' father.
'Why most I suffer so much?' the male thought in sadness 'is it never enough on how much pain I go through?'. The sound of an alarm broke him for his thoughts; he hit the alarm to turn it off. Then sat up on his bed he ran his hands down his pale face letting out a tired sigh "it is never enough. Not until I am dead" he whispered bitterly he reached under his pillow and pulled out a sharp razor "today is the day it all ends it's not like anyone will miss me".
The male stood from his bed, pulled on his school uniform and placed the razor in his pants pocket. "I wonder if he is a sleep" he mumbled he then slowly reached out for the doorknob and moved it slowly opening the door making sure it didn't make a sound. He stuck his head out looking back and forth until his eyes stilled on a sleeping male holding a beer bottle in his hand that looked like it was about to fall to the ground given any moment, the tv was still on some adult program. He slowly crept out of his room and closed the door behind himself and made his way across the room avoiding the beer bottles that decorated the floor when he stop near his father cast a look of disgust he could smell the foul smell of beer, smoke, sex and other kinds of things he didn't want to name came from the man he called father.
Casting one more look at the sleeping man the teen made his way for the door. Just as his hand touch the doorknob the sound of a bottle hitting the ground encode around the small apartment the red head atomically tensed up when he heard it dread filled him. When he heard a groan behind him he was prepared for the worst "where are you going you Gaara?" an angry voice hissed at him, Gaara looked at his father.
"School" he simply replied.
The older male let out a cruel chuckle he reached for another bottle that was on the table beside him. He uncapped the bottle before taking a swing of the poison liquid he cast another evil look at his son "well what are you standing around here for?" he throw the bottle at the red head who had to move out of the way so as not to be hit by it but one shard of glass left a slight mark on his cheek. The man stood in rage "now look what you made me do" he started to make his way to Gaara.
Gaara saw his father come towards him. Gaara didn't waste any time pulling open the door and making a mad dash away from his father who was throwing cruses at him telling him that he was going to get it when he gets home. When Gaara finely made it out of the apartment complex, he felt the sting of the small cut on his cheek he took out a tissue to wipe away the small amount of blood that was there, before making his way through the dirty streets that where full of street walker, drug dealers and other criminals. Gaara just ignored it all he was not going to see this place again anyway. Gaara kept his head down all the way to his high school his mind running laps 'I am doing the right thing?' he shook it off 'it does not matter it ends today' he look up just in time to see his school.
At the age of sixteen many would say you have much to live for, but for Gaara he felt like they was nothing to live for abuse and torture was all his life was full of. He could not live another day with the pain any more. Gaara cut his way through the student to get to his class. When he reached the class room he made his way at the back. Gaara placed his head on his folded arms but then the sound of laughing made him raise his head eyes narrowed when he saw who entered the room. Sasuke Uchiha was the popular boy in the school everybody worshiped him especially the girls. Gaara disliked him it wasn't the fact that he was popular… no it was the fact that every time Sasuke saw him he made his crap life even crappy, like he was planning now.
Sasuke looked straight at the red head who was sitting at the back; he let a cruel smirk cross his face. The black haired male made his way over to Gaara his fan girls following him along when he reached the teal eyed male he placed his hands on the table his smirk still on his face "hello freak" Gaara just kept his head down already used to the abuse from Sasuke. Sasuke was not pleased not getting the reposes he wanted so he grabbed Gaara bag and throw all of his stuff in it onto the floor. Gaara watched sadly as this happened while everybody was laughing.
Sasuke smugly throw the bag at the red head then made his way to his seat chuckling. Gaara let out sigh before picking up his stuff and putting it back in to his bag he could feel people whispering things about him but he just stood up and hugged his bag to himself 'they don't have to worry anymore I am not going to be here much longer'. When the teacher entered Gaara paid no mind to him or the entire day not until the end of school. Gaara was in the boys restroom 'I can't take it anymore they is nothing here for me' he sniffed he didn't know he was crying until he felt a tear slide down his face he bit his lip so as not to make a sound they was still people outside the stall. When he was sure the people had left the room he let out his heartbroken sobs "what is the point of me existing? Is it only to suffer for people amusement?" he sobs out softly. He wiped his face angrily "enough it ends today" he pulled out the razor and gripped it so hard in his hand that he began to bleed.
He made his way out of the restroom his mind set on the school roof he wanted to see the sun set one last time before he leaves this cruel world. Considering Gaara mind was someone else he didn't notice a pink haired girl walking opposite him until he bumped into her making his razor fall to the floor. Gaara mind went into panic mode he looked up to see a very pretty pink haired girl staring at him with a raised eyebrow her green eyes looking into his soul. His mind went blank as the girl bent down and picked up the bloody razor his mouth went dry, as he saw her look at it then back at him Gaara eyes widened when she held it out to him. Gaara dumbly took it then watched as the girl nodded her head to him, made her way around him and she then stopped making Gaara look at her she spoke for the first time "you know suicide dose not take away the pain it makes it worse" she then proceeded down the hall leaving a gaping Gaara behind.
"What the hell just happened?" he whispered in shock.
Sft-review my smexy readers
Gaara-yeah so get to it