Hi Readers.
I'm looking for a story and was hoping some of you would know the name of it.
I have read it before and enjoyed it so much I wanted to read it again, though I haven't read it for some time so I can't remember alot.
The summary goes something like this..
He kissed me at ? I lost my virginity to him at ? and then something else.
Edward's older then Bella.
She has had a crush on him since she was 13 or 14.
She's best friends with Alice, who happens to be Edward's sister.
I know the first time he kisses Bella it's when he's drunk, and he pushes her against a wall. She's sleeping over at the Cullen's house in Alice's room, but wakes to go to the toilet, I think. Edward may also be vomiting. Edward's about 17-19 maybe and she's maybe 14-16 when they kiss for the first time.
When they first have sex, it's 'cause she was either crying in the rain and then they end up drinking whiskey or vodka in his room. They also start dancing after Edward put's some music on. I think she is wearing a white dress and he comments on it, saying she looks like an angel.
He doesn't remember the kiss or the night of their love making.
Not sure where this comes in, but I also remember, she re-wears this dress, to remind him I think. She sits on a swing thats attached to a tree, in the Cullen's backyard. This maybe on the night of her prom.
I think the story is something to do with all the times he can't remember between them.
I can't remember anything else, sorry.
Thanks for reading this and giving your time to help me find this story.