From day one it was always the three of us against the world. No matter who can into our lives we always now that the others were the only people we could really trust but now they are both gone. Dead. One to a Hamas bomb and the other by my own hand. Now I'm all alone. I have to go on. Live my life. Why did they have to leave me on my own? So whom do I trust now? Who do I turn to for help?