We were going to do everything together,
Be there for each other.
So where were you…
When my life was falling apart?
When my judgment was clouded by fear,
By frustration,
By loss?
Where were you…
When I rose to my potential?
On the happiest day of my life?
I still see your pyre.
I still see your face.
Had I stilled my hand,
Would you have come back?
Years upon years
Will never quell my fears;
Will never ease my pain.
You were,
And are,
And always will be
My brother;
No matter how far you fell,
No matter how low you went.
I miss you.
I love you.
I'm sorry I wasn't there;
To save you,
To console you,
To understand.
A sword I may be,
A heart I have none.
Steeled by my deeds,
Bled of my joy.
Forgive me:
For failing my duty,
For letting you down.
A sword.
A Jedi.
A killer.
A sister.
I'm sorry.