Chapter 1 - The First Time

Bella slammed the door behind her, anger and exhaustion taking over. Her truck had broken down about a mile away from Edward's house, in the middle of a thunderstorm. Edward was hunting and wouldn't be here for another hour or so, which gave her a chance to get out of her wet clothes and try to fix the disaster known as her hair. She trudged up to his bedroom, where she kept a few extra outfits, swearing under her breath. She opened the bedroom door, unzipping her soaked sweater and throwing it on the floor beside the bed. Suddenly, a stone cold hand wrapped around her mouth.

"Don't scream." the perfect, velvet voice said. Bella felt herself relax, for that was exactly what she was about to do.

"You look good wet." he murmured, making her shiver in a way that had nothing to do with the cold. He let his hand drop from her mouth and angled his head so that his marble lips could press against her warm luscious human ones. They kissed fiercely for a minute, Bella forgetting about everything and anything and tentatively let her fingers work under Edward's shirt, feeling his extremely hard and cold chest. He groaned into her mouth and pulled away for a minute, his topaz eyes staring into her chocolate brown ones.

He breathed heavily, closing his eyes and trying to control himself, by the look of things. Bella pouted.

"Wouldn't it just be easier if we could have sex?" she asked sadly.

"And have me kill you by accident? I don't think so. I love you so much, Bella. I don't want to throw that away just to have sex with you while you're still human."

"Edward," she began, "I'm a virgin. I love you so much, but the last thing I want to do before I become a vampire is have you make love to me."

"Don't you understand? If we have sex while we're still human, it may be the last thing you do, period."

"I know you think that you'd lose control, but it won't happen. You can't hurt me, you love me too much. Can we please try?" she begged him, her eyes boring into his.

He deliberated for a minute, not looking away from her. Then he sighed.

"Yes. But not tonight."

She nodded, happy that she had won. She threw herself into him and kissed him deeply. He responded, and she knew that although tonight was not the night, she vowed to make it soon, and to make it the most erotic experience for either one of them.



The next week or so, Bella began compiling research. She read up on various positions, roleplaying, and pretty much anything that didn't sound too strange to her, since she wasn't sure what he liked in that department.

Of course, most of the things she read made her blush horribly, but she did it anyways. Edward became suspicious when she had stopped asking for sex.

"It's times like these when I wish I could read your mind." he murmured, kissing her forehead and holding her close to him.

Bella thought this would be a good time to tell him about what she had been doing.

"Research?" he asked, in total disbelief. Then he started chuckling.

She kissed him and ran her fingers through his bronze hair. He kissed her back and stroked her cheek with a finger, then pulled back.

"What are you thinking, love?" he asked her. She hesitated.

"Would- would you let me do something for you?" she stammered, blushing and not looking at him.

"If it makes you happy." he said, smiling his crooked smile at her, completely unaware of what she meant by that.

She ran her hands down his stomach and stopped at the beginning of his pants, looking at him with a sheepish expression on her face. Suddenly it dawned on him.

"Oh. Well. Only if you want to, Bella, if it makes you happy..."

"I'm counting on it making you happy." she said pouting, her hands on the zipper.

"You make me happy no matter what you do." Edward told her softly, stroking her cheek. She smiled at him and undid the zipper.

Edward watched her carefully. Any sign of hesitation or discomfort and he would make her stop, she knew that. So she very deliberately pulled down his pants and boxers, until his large cock sprang forward. She studied it for a minute while he watched her nervously, waiting for the assessment.

It was a good 8 inches long, and thick as well. She tentatively wrapped her hand around it, expecting it to be cold, but it was quite warm. Later, she would ask Edward how it managed to stay erect if they had 

no blood in them, and he would explain that a small portion of the blood they drink from animals contributed to that. She smiled up at him, seeing his expression.

"It's perfect." she told him. He smiled back and ran his hand through her hair.

She pumped it slowly through her closed fist, testing it, with Edward letting out a small growl. She licked the tip of it experimentally. It seemed to taste as good as he smelt. He let out a small shudder as her tongue first made contact with his cock. She felt rather than saw him grab two handfuls of mattress with his hands and heard the sounds of the springs breaking inside. She tried not to laugh and instead wrapped her lips around the head of his cock and sucked on it, swirling her tongue around and trying to remember just what the website on fellatio had said.

Don't put the entire penis in your mouth at once...

No worries there. There was no way all of Edward was going into her mouth, even if she was the world's best blowjob giver.

Use one hand to pump and grip the shaft and insert a few inches into your mouth, pumping, sucking, and licking...

Okay... she tried this. He seemed to enjoy it, so she continued. All she could see and hear was her tongue and lips, sucking and licking his hard cock. The sounds it made caused her to blush, and she could feel the wetness pooling between her legs.

Swallowing is entirely up to you. Only do so if you feel comfortable...

"Bella, I'm going to come." Edward moaned, his velvet-soft voice strained.

She knew this was her first time ever giving oral sex, but she loved Edward so much, it just seemed more intimate to swallow his...

"Damnit, Bella..." Edward moaned. She felt something hot, sticky and wet hit the back of her throat and tried to swallow it as fast as she could. She found she didn't mind the taste. The website had warned that male ejaculate had a very bitter and generally unpleasent taste to it, but maybe vampire sperm was different, she mused. Or maybe it was just Edward in general. She kissed the tip of his cock before placing it back inside his boxers and scooting back up to him, touching his cheek with her hand as she waited for him to recover, blushing and not making eye contact. After a minute of breathing deeply, which was ironic because vampires didn't breathe, he removed her hand from his cheek and forced her to stare into his eyes.

"My turn." he said, giving her the crooked smile she loved so much.

His turn...? Oh no. And before you could say 'Damnit Edward' he was down at her crotch pulling down her panties and breathing his cool breath on her. She squirmed.

He placed a hand over each of her thighs, pinning them down, so she would not be able to move. She saw his tongue dart out and tentatively lick the inside of her thigh. She let out a happy sigh, and taking this as a good sign, Edward began to lick her pussy.

Edward was good at everything. And this was no exception. She couldn't help but moan every time he licked her clit and she could feel herself getting close.

"Edward..." she groaned. She was sweating and breathing heavily, and her lip trembled as she said his name. He stopped what he was doing for a second.

"I want you to come for me, Bella." he told her, returning to her pussy and sucking on her clit. He hadn't done this before. His cool tongue made contact with her sensitive button, and she felt herself cumming after just a few seconds, as if his words had forced her to orgasm. She moaned his name and felt her toes curl, the most glorious feeling spreading throughout her body. Without her noticing, Edward had pulled her panties back up and was laying beside her, stroking her cheek and kissing her hair as she struggled to come back down to reality. That was mind-blowing.

It took her a good five minutes to recover. She kissed Edward so deeply and passionately he had to catch his breath when she pulled away.

"Why are you so good at everything?!" she asked him, her fingers curling through his cold ones.

He gave her that crooked smile she loved so much.

"You're not the only one who's done research." he told her, kissing her neck. She nestled her head against his cold marble chest and sighed happily. He draped his arm around her waist protectively and she felt his cool breath near her ear.

Without any warning, Bella felt the need to have sex with Edward. She wanted it bad.

She wondered if she should try and convince him, or just jump into it. Perhaps jumping into it was the best solution, then he wouldn't be able to dazzle her into doing it another night...

"I know what you're thinking." Edward said, making her jump.

She was horrified. He couldn't read her mind, could he? No. Then how did he know? Why didn't he sound mad that she was plotting about how best to get him to sleep with her? What should she say?

"You do?" she asked, mortified.

"Yes. You're thinking about how badly you want to sleep. I bet you're tired." he said, smiling at her.

This was her chance. She slipped out of his arm around her waist and straddled him.

"Actually, I'm not tired at all." she said, trying to be bold and sexy.

"Bella." Edward said in a warning voice. She looked at him, unblinking.

"I want it. Tonight. Now." she said seriously. For a moment neither of them blinked. Then Edward's face broke into a smile.

"Alright. Remember you asked for this." he told her, shifting her around so that she was now lying down on the bed and he was over her.

He kissed her deeply while removing her shirt. He quickly and efficiently unbuttoned her blouse, throwing it to the side, the whole time his lips never leaving hers. Bella broke the kiss for one minute, to quickly slide off his cotton t-shirt, then fused her body back to his, so they were kissing skin-on-skin. She let out a small moan at the contact of his icy chest on her warm flesh, her nipples hardening through her bra instantly. He slid his hands over her soft breasts, squeezing them with his cool hands through her bra. She let out a small whimper as he unclasped her bra effortlessly and pulled it down off her arms. She wanted to protest as he pulled his mouth away from hers. He saw her pouting and leaned into to her ear.

"Trust me, Bella, you'll like this more." he whispered, sucking on the lobe for a brief second. She shivered at this and he kissed his way down her neck, pausing briefly to hear her heart pounding, and tentatively licked a nipple. Bella groaned and clutched her comforter with her hands. He began to lick and tease her breast with his mouth, while his hand squeezed the other one. Bella was getting increasingly aroused, and judging from the bulge in Edward's pants, he was as well.

She couldn't take it anymore.

"Edward," she whimpered, as he glanced up at her, his angelic face looking only at her. "Please."

He understood what she meant immediately. He moved so that his face was level with hers, and kissed her so passionately, she thought her heart might implode from it. She reached for the zipper on his pants and undid it. He kicked them off and pulled her panties down her legs and off of her body, depositing them on the floor. She was completely nude now, and painfully aware of it. His breathtaking topaz eyes drank her body in, as she blushed profusely.

"You are so damn beautiful." Edward whispered, pulling down his boxers without looking away.

Bella couldn't help but melt into a shivery pile of goo at those words. This angel though SHE was beautiful. Every thought in her mind at that moment consisted of Edward, and how much she loved him.

"Please make love to me, Edward Cullen." she said quietly, her eyes not leaving his face.

He nodded, and positioned himself at her entrance, his eyes still locked on hers.

"I love you so much, Bella. I will always love you. Forever." he told her, pushing into her slowly. It felt like heaven and hell at the exact same moment. He groaned in his velvety-angel voice.

"I love you too, Edward." Bella responded, wrapping her arms around his neck and pressing her lips fiercely to his. He felt himself meet her barrier and hesitated. Bella urged him on by biting his lip. He broke through it, not moving an inch until Bella told him so.

She tried to hide her pain, she really did. But a small cry escaped her, and a tear ran down her cheek. Needless to say, Edward panicked.

"Did I hurt you? Should I stop? Oh god, I am so sorry, I never should have agreed to this." Edward said, stricken. In that moment, he was much more like the seventeen-year-old boy he appeared to be.

"No! Don't move. It's going away, it's starting to feel good." she told him quickly. He looked like he didn't believe her, but he stayed. While she was adjusting to his length, he kissed her tear away.

"You can move now." Bella told him, her fingers running through his hair. Edward compiled by sliding out of her slowly, then back in at the same maddeningly deliberate pace. She dug her nails into his back and dragged her lips to his ear.

"Faster." she whispered, now used to having Edward inside of her. She never wanted him to leave. She attempted to wrap her legs around him a bit, to try and get him as deep as possible into her.

"Jesus, Bella, you have no idea how good you feel." Edward moaned, thrusting in and out of her with considerable speed now. He gripped her hips with his hands tightly, bruising the flesh, but Bella didn't care. This felt too good. The initial pain had definitely been worth this.

It was surprising either one of them lasted as long as they did, being virgins.

"Shit," Edward whispered, his thrusts becoming more urgent, "I think I'm gonna cum."

"Cum for me Edward." Bella moaned into his ear, close to her own orgasm.

"Fuck, Bella." he groaned, erupting inside of her. That did it. Bella came just after him, her fingers clawing into his back, not making a scratch. She moaned his name, and tried to focus as he made his last 

few thrusts. Her toes curled and her mouth opened in a silent scream but no sound came out. As she came back down from the most pleasurable orgasm ever, Edward stroked her cheek with his ice cold hand.

"Are you okay, love?" he asked anxiously, slipping out of her. Bella sighed as he left her.

"I'm much better than okay. That was simply amazing." Bella assured him, kissing him. They parted and she smiled, leaning her head on his chest.

"When you came, you looked like an absolute goddess." Edward murmured, playing with her hair. Bella blushed at his words.

They lay still for a bit. Bella tried to suppress her yawns, but Edward seemed to know she was tired.

"Go to sleep," he told her, "You know I'll be here the whole time."

"Okay," she agreed reluctantly, as her eyes closed and she drifted off to Dreamland, Edward humming her lullaby to her softly.