It's the red headed chibi's birthday today, how about we celebrate it with a one shot. I hope we have more of Chuuya in the manga once the Mad Dog situation is over. Hope you all enjoy.
He can't remember anything that happened to him when Kouyou found him as a child, everything was fuzzy to him. The only memory he had was a lullaby his mother sang to him. He couldn't even remember what she looks like.
The port mafia is the only home he ever had, and Kouyou was his only mother figure in his life.
Then there was the person who get on nerves, Dazai Osamu. The man who was a rival to him since they met, the man who he became partners with as the duo team called Double Black. The one who annoys him more than anyone.
The one who he had feelings for...
Before he left the mafia...
Before the deaths of Oda and Yui, who changed Dazai into a better man and promised to keep their dying words to heart...
Why, why does it hurt? He should be happy with that bandaged freak gone and out of his life.
Then why did it make him feel empty? He felt misery in his heart, he doesn't know how to deal with it.
Would things be different if he took Dazai's place and he stayed in the mafia? If they both left Yokohama together and never return?
It's frustrating, and it's killing him.
This...was his tainted sorrow.
No pun intended. A bit dark don't you think? This was all I can come up with, you guys alright with it or should I fix it? I'll let you decide.