Disclaimer: I've said it once, I've said it twice, it is not mine, now hold the lice. Stupid, but it gets the point across.


Confession

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He thinks I'd have him killed.

He couldn't be more wrong.

The bad I've done

I've done for him.

To this I do confess.

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Can't he see my tears,

Every time I see him bleed?

They fall softly down my face

Every time I see him rave.

To this I do confess.

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I love him more than life itself,

But he will never know.

He will never know the grief I feel

For what I have become.

To this I do confess.

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I am a monster.

I am the devil.

I want to change.

I don't know how.

To this I do confess.

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One day he'll understand,

I've made him who he is,

For better,

Or for worse.

To this I do confess.

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He is my son,

My only son.

I couldn't bare

To lose another one.

To this I do confess.

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He thinks that I don't love him.

He couldn't be more wrong.

The bad I've done

I've done for him.

To this I do confess.


A/N: So should I just stop attempting to not make patterns? I swear, this one was unintentional. I just thought the phrase sounded familiar. I didn't realize what I had done until I reread what I'd written. Pathetic, huh? Anyway, I was watching season 3, episode 8, "Shattered", and I started wondering what Lionel was thinking as he watched Lex in the cell. This is my best guess.