Why? Chapter 1
Author's note:
Hey guys,
I just thought of this story idea. It's based on stuff I've experienced in life. I'm not sure how long to make this. I've thought of sharing big impactful memories, but we'll see how this goes.
*Takes a deep breath in, and breaths out*
My life is complete hell. I feel so alone. Talking to a therapist won't help. The pills didn't help jack shit either. What have I done with my life?
I've had heartbreaks...
I lost friendships, the bonds I had with people...
Why?
What happened?
What did I do wrong?
When did it start?
Was it when i dated Trent? Duncan? Harold? Noel?
Was I too clingy? I enjoyed talking and hanging out.
Am I bipolar? I know get mad and sad easily, but I don't think it's that severe.
Ugh! What am I thinking?! I'm goth, not a girly-girl like lindsay. I'm supposed to be a loner. How did so many people get into my life?
I've changed so much these past couple of years. I thought I've grown up. I guess I'm still just a kid. Age is just a number after all.
Oh! I haven't introduced myself yet. Hey, I'm Gwendolyn Marie Summers. People call me Gwen. I'm 16 years old.
If you want to find more about my story, lay back, grab some popcorn and buckle up cause It's a looong story.
*Waits 5 minutes, then starts talking again*
Ready?
I think I'll start with what happened with my little love triangle I was in with my (former) best friend Duncan and (ex) friend Courtney. Oh boy was that a big mess. Little did I know that what I did at aboot almost exactly 3 years ago would come back to haunt me to this day...
Spicy huh? Yeah I didn't so... If anyone think this has potential, please review! I'm always looking for more feedback :) Thanks for reading!