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A/N: Thanks for the reviews on Annie's Answer, prompt two was asked for the most with three a close second... I think Linstead fans are such perves... me included ;-) lol
Just reminding you that I will be doing them ALL, just wanted to know where to start. This week too likely, if you sent a prompt in I will try my best to do it.
Secrets
Jay POV
"Jay man, you seeing anyone?" Mouse and I exchange a knowing look at the sound of Adam's question.
Mouse has known about Erin and I since the lawyer gave me her phone number bringing out Erin's jealous side. The rest of the unit is still in the dark, although I'm sure Hank knows.
He always knows. This time however, we have his blessing so there is nothing stopping Erin and I and no comments laced with double meanings and warnings thrown my way.
The only thing holding us back is Erin wanting to keep it under wraps at work.
"Yeah, did you ever call that lawyer?" Kevin asks taking his eyes off the TV.
Antonio laughs and gets up to grab more beers.
"Nah, I tossed her number." I finish my beer and turn my attention back to the game on TV hoping Antonio makes it back with beers soon.
"He's still hung up on Lindsay." My brother chimes in and I shoot a glare his way.
"Shut up Will." I fire back as Antonio walks back into the room and I search for a change of subject.
"Whatever happened there anyway? I think we all heard Hank's comment with pretty specific double meanings." Antonio hands me a beer and sits down.
"How about we watch the game, rather than gossiping like girls." Everyone chuckles at my attempt to take the focus away from Erin and the topic at hand.
"Not gonna work bro." Adam tells me before leaning forward, expecting a story.
"Fine. When Erin left for the task force we started up a relationship, I guess you could say. We had been fighting the feelings for a while due to Voight's rule, but when she left... we jumped at the opportunity. Then she was back with the unit, and she said she wanted to keep it going, without telling anyone. That backfired, I was willing to face Voight but Erin… she's loyal to him so we cooled it." I shrug never taking my eyes off the game.
"Shit man. So you just kept working together like nothing happened?" Kevin asks.
"Yeah, it was especially hard when Nadia died… I tried being there but she just pushed me further away."
"But you're the one who pulled her from the dark place." Antonio tells me.
"Yeah man, the way she came to Hank and said she was the one going for you. She wasn't taking no for an answer, she would have gone without back up if she had to." Adam chimes in.
"She was willing to break rules for you." Antonio continued.
"Hank questioned her motivations for wanting to get you back, if she was saving her partner or boyfriend… she said 'does it matter?' She didn't care man, she just wanted you back, whatever the cost to her career or personal life... or quite frankly if it cost her, her life." Adam patted Jay on the shoulder.
"I didn't know that's how it went down." I catch Antonio's eye and he nods, the mood suddenly serious.
"So what are you going to do?" Will asks.
"There is nothing I can do, we are still partners." All my undercover work comes in handy at this moment, guilt barely eating away at me for the lie.
"Talk to Hank." Adam suggests.
"Really? You would do that?" I raise an eyebrow in challenge to Adam.
"Good point, nope I wouldn't. And Erin is like a daughter to him so it would be even scarier…"
"Thanks dude." I mutter before downing some beer.
"You're screwed man. Gonna have to move on." Adam turns back to the game.
"It's not that easy. I'm never going to be able to…" I don't know why I kept the conversation going when I should be taking the out Adam gave me.
But I hate the idea that they think I could possibly move on from Erin. She's the best thing that's ever happened to me.
The sound of knocking on the door pulls me from my thoughts and saves me from digging a hole so deep I can't get out. I stand up and make my way to get the door.
"Erin?" As soon as my eyes take in her beautiful face, I can't help the smile that consumes my lips.
Before I can process anything, her lips are on mine and her arms around my neck kissing me passionately, the sound of gasps barely registering.
Erin POV
I smile into the kiss as I feel Jay respond, he tries to pull away and mutter my name but I take the opportunity to push my tongue into his mouth.
Our warm tongues battle as my hands run through his hair and his find their way around my waist, resting on my butt.
"Erin." He tries again but I move my hands down to his waist and slide them up under his shirt, and over his muscled chest.
Jay groans and I smirk as I feel his man hood stirring against my stomach.
"I've got a present for you." I finally whisper, my lips against his and my hands going to his belt buckle.
"What?" Jay is still fighting his shock, I'm unsure why. This has become a ritual for us, showing up at the others place to make love and then eat our weight in food while talking or watching sports. We have fallen into a ritual, always comfortable with the other.
"You just have to unwrap it… unwrap me." I bite Jay's lip before kissing him again and Jay pushes me back against the door caught up in the moment.
"Um, should we go?" We break apart at the sound of Adams uncomfortable question.
A/N: I'm so mean, I know. But I want to work on my story 'What If...' I can't seem to be happy with this next chapter.
Anyway, the more you review the quicker the next chapter will be up ;-)
Hope you enjoyed.
