Alone I'm Broken, With You I'm Complete

Chapter 1 Never liked coming here

I groaned, as I got out of the Taxi and slammed the door shut. The taxi man called Joe got out to get my bags. A lot has changed, since I had last came down to the little rainy Town La Push, since I saw my old farther in his wheel chair, since I saw my younger brother Jacob. I've changed since I last saw them.

"Thank you" I said appreciated as he passed me my heavy bags.

" No problem" he paused before saying " You're a Black then uh" he said curiously.

"Yeah" I answered uncomfortably.

" You must know about Jacob Black and that Swan girl then" he told me.

I knew only over the phone by my dad, I heard the main part of it any way. That an ex boyfriend named Edward, had left her feeling broken. Jacob was there to put her back together as he did he fell hard for her. Then the Edward guy came back and she went back to him eagerly with out another thought. Jacob's still heart broken. Now she's getting married to the guy, did you here getting married! I mean it's one thing forgiving him with open arms, but getting married! If that happened to me I'd hate the guy severely along with never ever trusting the guy again. I remember her vaguely. I never thought she could be that silly. Jacob well he just confuses me, since I always thought he only ever liked one girl that much, yet he left her. They were perfect together the Town knew that.

"I guess" I said hang on how did he know that? I mean he's a Taxi driver in settle for crying out loud." How do you know that ?" I said wonder filling my voice.

He laughed along with saying slyly " When you're in a Taxi most of the day, you tend to find out the latest gossip" he suddenly turned sad " Even when you don't want to find out the sad one's. Poor kid thought, it muss not be easy" he added.

" Yeah" I agreed. I knew it wasn't easy for him. Dad had said Jake wasn't finding it easy on the phone as well as being able to tell when I talked to Jacob. I knew he was having a hard time, even though he tried to hide it. I paid Joe money for the ride.

" Thanks Rachel it was nice to meet you. Good luck!" he said happily.

" You to Joe, thanks for the ride" I said cheerfully as he got in and drove away. My smile faded as I tried to gather enough courage to turn around to go to the front door.

After my mother died I never liked coming here, all it did was bring back painful memories of her of us all together. I missed her still. It still hunts me the night of her death caused by the car crash. I was there in the back seat when it happened. I remember the flash of a light from the car that did it. Then the crash! I remember screaming her name but she never answered, after that I blacked out. I was never the same. Everything reminded me of her a specially objects that had belonged to her. When I was 16 I was better, except I was still not completely healed from her death, because it felt like it was my fault along with feeling I could have done something to save her if I had tried harder. I still feel exactly the same. Rebecca my sister felt the same as me, because even thou she wasn't there with us in the car we were on are way to pick her up from a friend of hers. We both stayed strong for are younger brother Jacob and are dad as well as taking care of them the best we could. However we were always broken on the inside. That hasn't changed for me, because I still am from other things too. When me and Becky finished school, we left as quickly as we could by her marring a talented suffer and me going to Washington sate college.

I am here outside my family's little red house, because at the end of my summer semester I graduated early. So I'm here to see them for a few weeks and then…I guess I don't know maybe get an apartment somewhere or something.

I shuck my head as I was still deep in thought over my life. I stopped walking, because I was at the front door already. I hadn't even realized that I had walked when I was deep in my thoughts. I stood there cautiously trying to get the courage to knock on the door.

Finally after a few minutes I knocked on the door, the sound ranged in my ears as I waited for it to be opened. Then my guilt and some of my worst fears would spread over me, because I left them. I heard heavy foot steps pounding on the wood floor heading to wards the door. My heartbeat quickened as my mind was thinking so many thoughts, but mostly because I had dreaded this moment for years. The door opened. I took in a shaky breath.

Thank you for reading, This is my first one ever and I hope it was okay. Sorry if there is several spelling mistakes. Please could you let me know if you liked it or not. I do not own Twilight or any of the Characters, but I twisted Rachel a bit about something happened with a boy when she was at Washington state college.