I sit in the medbay next to the small window in the corner of the room. Everything is silent except for the fast thumping of my spark. I haven't been this afraid since i nearly got the energon sucked out of me by that putrid contraption starscream had. But this situation is different. I know i will survive…at least for the most part.
Now that breakdown is gone it's hard to go about my day without being pushed around. Every time i leave the comfort of my room i'm being harassed by other bots. And this time Megatron will be the one to let out his anger on me.
I had went on a mission for him to find some more energon mines. That didn't really end so well. I had returned with absolutely no information on where to find what we needed. So in return he has asked me to meet him in the throne room to "talk" about this issue. And i'm pretty sure he means beat the living slag out of me when he says that.
On a normal day i wouldn't be so afraid but without breakdown it's difficult. he has always been there to back me up. Whether it's talking to starscream or facing the autobots. It's been a few human months since his death so i'm still trying to get the hang of working alone. And in this current situation it appears i'm not really getting the hang of it. But breakdown would still want me to try. He would want to to face any problems i may have like a real mech. So i must.
I started to stand up from the small corner i was cowering in. It was getting dark outside so i assumed it was a good time to go and see megatron. As i walked for the door all the things i have just been thinking of started to fill my mind once more. "primus damn it!" i yelled in the empty room to try and get rid of the thoughts before exiting. It didn't work. Everything was still there in my mind.
The door shut behind me and the hallway was silent. The walk down it seemed to take forever. But as i got closer i was a bit happy it did. I really didn't want to have to face him. I knew it was possible for him to offline me though he more than likely wouldn't because i was the only medic on the ship…but he still could if he felt angry enough.
It really wasn't that bad of a thing i did. Other bots have done far worse. Recently though he has been annoyed at the autobots. And when i stay annoyed i don't mean normal annoyed megatron i mean ready to rip out anyone's spark that comes near him annoyed megatron.
With that last thought i entered the room. It was silent just like the hall way until megatron's voice interrupted. "ah knockout how nice of you to join me." He seemed to be in a good mood but you could tell he was ticked off.
I nodded in return. "please sit down…we need to talk" Just then i started to shake. I tried to ignore how scared i was and sat down.
TO BE CONTINUED…