Decision of Love

by littlejewel667

Arwen is on her way to the Gray Havens, and has to make a decision. I know that I'm bad at summarys, but please give it a try. R&R

No, nothing belongs to me, not the people, just nothing... belongs all to tolkien breakingintotears

English is not my first language so excuse any mistakes.

I'm riding, I'm riding to the Grey havens.

I'm riding away from all that I knew, from all I wanted ... why ... just why am I doing this?

I don't even understand it myself, and still ... I do.

I don't want to see, go through, all the things my ada saw.

I can't do that ... I can't ... and still...

I will never see him laugh again, will never see him looking into my eyes with all of his love...

I can't, I can't ride away from you ... and still I do.

Oh, why can't somebody take away this decision.

But you have, he, adar, has, I realise.

You both have ...

Then I see something out of the corner of my eyes.

I see a boy which is running to ... you, to you melethron.

I see how you sweep him up, smiling at each other.

I see the evening star, which is hanging around the boys neck.

I see the evening star, which I gave to you out of love, as a promise.

I see my love for you hanging around the boys neck.

I see our love hanging around our sons neck.

I see our son.

I see all what could be...

And as I see this, I know what I have to do.

And as I see this, I remember that I have given you my love ... a promise.

A promise that is mine to fullfil.

So I'm turning around.

So I'm riding back.

To you my love.

To my promise.

To my future, which I fear no more, which I'm ready to face.

For I have made my decision,

The decision of love.

melethlove(male lover)

adafather

Hope you liked it, I know it is nothing special, but it just kept to come to my mind everytime I saw this scene.

R&R

littejewel667