Disclaimer: i dont own twilight or the characters...
Insert from Claire Young's diary
why is it that the only person i loved and cared most about had to be taken away from me!..why?!
She was buried on the 15th September at the Church on a gloomy grey day...typical for a california weather i guess..... *sigh*
My so-called dad had to come to the funeral after all he had to make the arrangements as even though i would have preffered to do everything myself an 18 year old can't do much on her own..well i cant....i feel like i'm trapped in that one moment where me and mum where so happy ..just me and her..family....i guess this had to happen one day ..why not now eh?....
Mum had alot of friends and they were all here at the funeral today..and teher were some people that i didnt recognise at all..they were aunt Emily and Uncle Sam ( yeh right! ive knever even known till today that they even existed)..but if it weren't for daad introsucing us i wouldn't have belived them...
One thing i did notice very scarcely about this Aunt Emily of mine is the long deep scar she has across one side of her face...most people would have been freaked out by it i guess..,and the way Uncle Sam stood by her i very much doubt anyone would have dared glance at her for too long.... *sigh*..
Well daddy dearest left straight after the guests did..leaving me to myself as he always did..But am very glad this time he did..i dont need him..EVER!..i just wish Aunt Emily and Uncle Sam would just leave me alone!..i want to be left alone in my own misery!..Is that too much to ask for?? *sigh*
for once in my life i just want to crawl up and wither away....like everything else in my life has.......
This is my first fanfiction..EVer! pease do review:)