I watched you watch me.
His clothing was hanging off his limbs
in torn up fragments, his hair lying limp across his cold, pale face,
splashed with cuts and bruises.
His trembling hands reached up and
stretched a finger out towards me.
'I love you.'
Was not
what I was expecting.
Along the lines of when I first got to
this wretched rock, I became both intrigued and disgusted by the
human race.
A filthy swarm of mindless drones under the pressuring
finger of their higher-ups, who had no sense to run any lives.
How
stupid they are.
How degradingly, embarrassingly, horribly,
woefully stupid.
I'd destroy them all, if I wasn't humoring my
Tallest.
How I hate them.
I hate them.
All of
them.
Even...
Even Dib.
'Would a human call its own kind pig-brained?!'
Tell
me honestly, Dib.
What do you think of your race?
Your precious
humans.
Do you think they're worth saving?
That if the truth
was revealed they could fix or deal with it?
Or even accept
it?
Why is it?
Why do you try so hard to save them?
The
very people who degrade and taunt you.
The ones that mock and
tease you.
Push you away.
And hurt you.
I could be there
for you.
I could help you.
I could save you.
I could show
you.
Why won't you believe me?
"Dib..?"
My
voice cracked.
I watched you watch me.
I listened to you listen
to me.
Why...?
Because, I...
'I...'
I
don't get you humans.
'I
care...'
"Dib!!"
I
stayed.
I sat around on this despicable planet for years.
For
you.
I didn't want to leave you alone.
I didn't want you to
feel that way I did.
So I stayed.
I watched.
I
listened.
'Don't
go...'I
felt pain.
When you experienced love.
I felt anger.
When you
were heart broken.
I wanted you to listen closer.
Listen to what I'm saying.
What I was thinking.
'They don't love you.'
I
fell to my knees.
I wanted to take you in my arms.
Blood.
I
wanted to tell you everything.
Don't close your eyes.
You'll die if you sleep.
'Like I love you.'
Why?
Why
do you keep trying to protect them?
They shunned you.
They
didn't believe you.
Your family pushed you away.
I
wouldn't.
Why?
I'll show you.
Yes.
You'll see.
Yes.
I'll save you.
'I'll show you.'
I
took your hand.
I trembled in the dark.
"Don't go..."
Where did you go?
'You jerk.'
That smile.
'I've got you now!'
Where did it go?
'I did it!'"No."
My
eyes closed shut.
My hand squeezed tight around his.
My teeth
grinding together.
"Don't go..."
You were
right.
"Where did it go?"
Vindicated.
"Where did you
go?"
An idle hand brush my face and my eyes drifted to
his.
His face painted with my hatred vanished as a mist of
happiness trickled across his mouth.
I found him smiling up at
me.
Eyes full of pain.
And sincerity.
'Don't slip away.'
"I'm right here."
'Don't die yet.'
I watched you watch me.
And you saw.
