Domed from the start.
Pilot –Clare reflects on Eli breaking up with her.
Clare`s point of view;
Why?, why couldn`t me and Eli have a strong relationship for once that`s what I wanted to know., I sighed thinking about all of mine and Eli's history maybe at the end of the day we weren't meant to be I mean come on first Eli was suffocating me and now I guess I was doing it to him.
But in my defense I was worried about him ,worried that he might take drugs that weren't prescribed to him mixed with the ones that were not to forget that he might be pushed over the edge with him seeing cam Saunders's dead and lifeless body and then having to make a tribute to him.
And I get that maybe I shouldn't have pushed him to talk but at the same time talking was suppose to be good not bad.
I don`t know some people say if you love something, someone then you need to let them go then if they come back then they were always yours and at first I guessed I believed it after me and Eli had gotten back together but now I don`t and I honestly believe I can`t no matter how much I want to I can`t go back and forth with him because it wasn't fair on either of us and in the end it would just drive us insane.
So maybe Eli did the right thing for both of us after all he would soon be going to New York to study for his dream and I would be stuck here working on being the next Stephenie Meyer or Anne Rice after all that`s what mattered not being stuck in a high school romance that was honestly domed from the start.
Author`s note; if you find Clare's point of view to be jumping all over the place in away it`s because it`s suppose to be her inner thoughts not like a journal entry because lets because honest it`s Clare we all know if it was journal entry it would be all pimped out in away I guess you could say he he so please no comments that are full out rude and by that I mean like just point blank putting this is bad delete it, I got that on one of my other stories and I'm not going to delete something when you can`t even tell me why it was so quote unquote bad so yeah hoped you enjoyed.