AN- This story has self-harm in it. If this is a trigger for you, please do notread this story.

Disclaimer: I do not own the characters :(

Kendall sat down and got his homework out. He reached into his black backpack and got out his pencil case. His blonde hair fell over his emerald eyes as he leant forward in his chair. A frustrated sigh escaped his mouth as he realised his pencil was blunt. He knew he didn't have a sharpener. Katie had "borrowed" it. James had one. Kendall knew that. He had seen him with it a few weeks ago. James wasn't in the apartment. In fact, Kendall was all alone in the apartment. Everyone else had gone out. Carlos and Logan were at the cinemas on a date, Katie and Jennifer were grocery shopping and James was writing a new song with Gustavo.

Kendall stood up and walked over to James' chest of drawers. The blonde really hoped James didn't find out about this. For some reason, James was really secretive about them. Especially the bottom one. But this was the drawer the pencil sharpener was in. Kendall saw him put it in there. Why would anyone put a pencil sharpener in a chest of drawers? Kendall knelt down and pulled out the bottom drawer.

It was full of bracelets fans had made. There were a few fan letters as well. Kendall took some out of the drawer. He frowned in confusion as he saw a bloodied tissue at the bottom. The sharpener was next to it, but it was upside down. Kendall took it out. The blade was missing. What the hell? It was then he noticed the blade was in the drawer, half-covered by a fan letter. Kendall picked the blade up and twirled it around in his fingers.

'Kendall?! I'm back!' James called out. Kendall quickly put everything back in the drawer and closed it. He stood up and sat back down on the hard chair by the desk.

'In our room!' He shouted out. James walked in their shared room and smiled at his boyfriend.

'Doing homework? I knew something else you can do,' he smiled cheekily. Kendall smiled back and walked over to room.

'Are you trying to seduce me Diamond?' he questioned, raising an eyebrow.

'Is it working Knight?' James' voice was lower than it usually was and it was husky.

'Fuck yes.' Kendall quickly pressed their lips together and walked over to James' bed. Kendall ran his hands through James' perfect hair. James wasn't aware they were moving until he felt the backs of his knees hit his bed and he fell back, pulling Kendall down and top of him. The need for oxygen became too much and they both pulled away briefly. In that short time they were apart, James noticed that Kendall's usually emerald eyes had gone dark. Almost black.

'Kendall? James?' Carlos and Logan were back then. Kendall stood up and pulled James up.

'We're up here!' Kendall answered angrily. He smiled at James' messy hair. The brunette noticed and immediately got his lucky comb to sort it out.

He had just finished combing is hair when Carlos and Logan walked into their room.

'Did we interrupt something?' Logan smirked, noticing their red lips. The two tall boys sighed and rolled their eyes.

'Actually yes,' Kendall tried to look annoyed but failed and ended up smiling.

'We're going to play video games. Want to come play?' Carlos asked. James and Kendall looked at each other and smiled. All four boys walked out of the Kames bedroom.

'I guess the sex can wait Diamond,' Kendall whispered into James' ear as they walked out. As he was doing so, he couldn't help but notice that James seemed to be wearing more bracelets.

AN- So yeah that's it. For now. Review please.