Alicia rants off about how she hates being in Massie's shadow. She's doing this in front of a picture of Massie.
I don't get it! I'm ten times prettier than Massie... Every boy in Briarwood could tell you that. My house is bigger and my father earns more money than she does. I'm an exotic beauty...
I don't get it... What does Massie Block have that Alicia Rivera doesn't? Oh, I know, leadership. She's an alpha, I'm a beta. Why does it work that way? I didn't choose for Massie to boss me around... I guess it just happened.
I tried to take her throne... But she was stronger than me. She destroyed me. Massie is just too good for me... I'm Alicia Rivera Massie's best friend. When she's not around, I'm the next in charge... Sort of like the vice president. When she's not around, people want me. And I don't like it.
I want to be first choice for once. I don't want to be the beautiful girl that is Massie Block's beta. I mean, seriously, there isn't anyone in the school that doesn't know my name... Well, maybe some of the new girls... But still. I mean, I actually have friends outside the school... Does Massie?
Maybe this is where I failed. Maybe I shouldn't have made friends outside the school. And how pathetic was that Dylan and Kristen knock-off act just so I could replace Massie? I mean, how did I actually believe that I could? Even if I got them, Kristen and Dylan were number ones at the end of the day.
Why do we live in a world where we backstab everybody? I should be one to talk, I backstabbed Massie which caused her to backstab Claire so she couldn't get to Cam Fisher.
My father has always told me I'm an exotic beauty and that people should wait for me. Yes, I brought down Massie Block, but that's the point. She's stronger than I will ever be. She's just the original and I'm the knock-off fraud that can be in the top if she wanted to, but Massie is stronger than me.
Look at this. I sound like a broken record. Massie Block is stronger. Massie Block is stronger. Massie Block is stronger. Massie Block is NOT stronger! Alicia Rivera is! And I will prove to that purple-obsessed wanna-be queen that no one messes with Alicia Rivera.
I'm not Fannish. I'm pure. And I will prove to her that I am ten times stronger than she is. I'm not going to live under Massie's shadow. I'm sick of being second choice.
I'm about to throw away my entire reputation over this, but I don't care because this time I will succeed. This time, I'm going to destroy Massie, and but I'm going to do it slowly and gracefully. She won't even know what hit her.
I'm going to break her down piece by piece until the only thing left of her beautiful OCD throne is ashes. Ashes that she will never be able to put back together. Ashes that she will never be able to remember. And building another throne would mean going over my dead body. And, that's not exactly possible when I have the entire army on my side.
I'm not going to live under her shadow anymore. No matter what. I don't care how hard she gets even, she won't be able to knock me down. No one can be in the limelight for more than three years and Massie Block's time is long-expired.
I always thought that Alicia hated to be in Massie's shadow, actually, almost the whole PC does. I realized this when Kristen found out Ripple had hired her to be turned into "Rassie". Mind you, that was the first Clique book I read. I read in order, but I didn't pay attention. xD
Lol, I just realized she sounds like a bad guy in a superhero show seeking revenge. xD
& yes, I'm obsessed with monolgues, especially The Clique because I love the character's personalities. But hey, I want to be an actress. It makes perfect sense to me.