Holas it's Shan-Chan! And why yes this is a nother high school fic! deal!..P.S. I promise it will be a good one!
XOXO
Disclaimer: No own...plain and simple
Naruto's POV
I never thought he'd be back...never in a million years did I think Sasuke Uchia would come back to this school. But surprise surprise, he's back and well I'm lost for words. He grew out his hair and he is seems much less ass-holeish. I just don't want him to come talk to me. I don't know what to say to him. Not after he left. O god now he's coming over here.
"Hey, miss me?" Sasuke leaned down and whispered into my ear before he sat down, shivers ran up and down my spine...but in the good way, like I wanted more...truth is I did. I wanted Sasuke. I would never tell him that I did...it's just too embaressing. He probably doesn't even know I'm gay..."So...did you?" He whispered back...I looked at him, we were nose to nose, I swallowed...what I swallowed, I wasn't sure, probably the urge to kiss him, or the feelings I had in this moment in time for the raven haired boy, either way it was very hard to swallow what ever was sitting in the back of my throat, "N-no..." I stammered out quickly and snapped my head to the front of the classroom trying to pretend to listen intently to what the teacher was saying.
Sasuke sat down and stared at me, I didn't look over at him, not once, so how I'm to know he was looking...I could just tell...I guess, or I just wanted him to be...either way I was internally happy, while my outer self was just sitting their, looking quite dumbfounded at what teacher was saying.
xXx After Class xXx
"DOBE!" was all I could hear before a pink hair girl, about the same height as me, tackled me to the ground.
"Afternoon, Sakura!" I smiled outwardly this time and chuckled. We both stood up and I smiled at Sakura, since I came out to her a year ago right, around when Sasuke had left, she started to hang with me more, now we're really good friends. We kept laughing until we both saw him come out of the classroom.
Sasuke came walking out and the whole hallway just went quiet. You know if you look at him quickly, he's starting to look more and more like his brother. He smiled in my direction. I smiled lightly back just to be friendly and Sakura just kept her almost white as a ghost face and blank stare. She never thought in a billion years she would ever see Sasuke again nor even think that he would come back to this school. Sasuke then looked away and just before he turned into the next hallway, and winked...at me, defiantly not "just to be friendly". I flushed a color red I though was impossible for the human form to obtain.
After Sasuke passed and went to his locker in the next hallway the corridor was abuzz with noise and I was still just standing their, red as ever, thinking about what just happened, probably over thinking it, but still I was so lost in thought that I didn't see Sakura walk away, well it was more like run away, but the answer was still she left. And when it finally registered in my mind that she was gone I too bolted down the hallway, yelling her name at the top of my lungs trying to find her. I was going to be late for my next class but I couldn't care less, my friend was upset and I wanted to help her. Finally I found someone who knew where Sakura was...well they found me, well actually in my running I ran head first into them and they told me where Sakura was.
When I got to the door of the girls bathroom Iopened it slightly and said through the crack in the door, "It's me Naruto, can I come in?" sniffles could be herd and after a while I herd her mumble, "uh-huh." meekly. I pushed the sliding door open the then quickly ran over to Sakura. I sat down next to her and she laid her head on my shoulder.
"I never wanted to see him..." was all she said was before breaking back into hysterics again. I felt bad for the poor girl. The raven-haired boy who she was crying over probably didn't even realize what kind of wounds he left wide open when he left. To come back now and re-open them was like to kick somebody when they've already been shot...the pain was excruciating. I had learned to hold my feelings back...but Sakura poor girl had learned another way. I stared around the bathroom for signs of any sharp object…none were insight...the last thing I wanted to happen was that. Sakura just kept crying, the warning bell rang...and I was almost late for math, Sakura was late for chem lab...we didn't care...we just sat their.
Finally by lunchtime Sakura was done with her crying and we went to the lunchroom. Everybody was already in their and when we got their we just sat by ourselves...our friends understood and…well...I wished they hadn't...I wanted to talk to one of our friends or Sasuke or anybody...about well anything...I really just wanted to tell somebody what I'm was thinking and feeling right now...but I know with Sakura's almost suicidal state I really can't talk like I normally do. The lunch bell rang and everybody filed out...I have gym and as usual I'm regretting this...I hate changing into my gym clothes and watching all the other boys change... it's like torture for me...so I usually sneak into the girls changing room and change in there. Our school is smart in having single sex gym periods...I bless it to the heavens.
Changing is the easiest part of the whole gym experience...and the actual gym part it was a little easier then, and now... and now that he is back it's worse...I used to just run laps the whole time and ignore everybody else...now he wants to run laps as well. Joy.
I started at on end of the circular track pacing myself and trying to keep my distance from Sasuke...but he caught up...
"Hey you! Funny meeting you here!" Sasuke laughed
"He jokes...surprising..." I said glibly and continued to run
"God you don't have to be such an ass!" he caught up with me
"Wow...that girl you left us all for must have be amazing in order to change you like she did." I kept running hopefully trying to not cry and not get close to him.
"Wow...never thought you'd go their...I guess time does change people." He lost his pacing but got it back up and said, "I'm sorry okay...it was stupid how I left...I want things to be how they were..."
When I herd what he said I almost stopped running...but instead I just sped up my pace and refused to speak to him until the end of class I was walking out and he leaned angst the wall blocking my exit, "Ok, now what's up...why are you so mad?"
That was it...I had had it...I went off on him, "Mad? You think I'm MAD? No I'm Hurt, I'm confused and most importantly I'm Furious! How DARE you come back here after leaving like you did and say 'I just want things to be how they were'! They never will be because when you walked you prissy rich ass out of here you broke a girls heart, you astonished an entire school and you ruined and perfectly fine friendship all for a stupid scholarship! So mad...yeah i am just a little bit..." I was done, I pushed Sasuke's arm off of the wall and before I could walk away he grabbed my wrist and pushed me angst the wall and said, "You think this is all one sided don't you? You think you were the only person to get hurt, to feel abandoned. The only person who even tried to stop me was Sakura...I broke her heart so I wouldn't have to break it later..." tears were running down his face now and it all clicked, he didn't sever off all ties to us just to be and ass, it was so he wouldn't have anybody to miss so he wouldn't have to pour salt on any of his wounds when he came back...so things would be the same...
"Sasuke...I..." I was at loss for words...the anger, the rage, the agony, all melted away into a puddle of sympathy and now I didn't want to leave but stay...but just look into Sasuke's eyes and say, "It's going to be alright..." and their I said it...
He stopped and looked at me. The tears that were running down his face were just stains now and he let go of my hands, looked into my eyes and said, "I know it is." and he kissed me...my eyes grew big for a moment and then just closed enjoying the kiss and enjoying the moment where everything seemed just perfect. He was back all right.XOXO
Well that was that..more to come and plez R&R!
X3
Shan
