a/n: One word. Boredom. I got bored and thought to write something before going to bed.
disclaimer: I do not own Hetalia or any of its characters.
Shudder
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I am looking into his mud-coloured eyes and feel his raw emotions in them. They burn me like his lit cigars against my skin and choke me like the many times he wrapped his hands around my neck. His rough, callus, soldier hands follow the shape of my shoulders, waist, hips, and thighs. He breathes my name. Over and over and over again he breathes it until I hear him croak.
Unhesitatingly, his hand digs into my pants and grabs my penis, squeezing it in a stranglehold. His fingers play with my scrotum, tossing them around and gently pulling them. I am holding in my breath, choking myself, never giving him the satisfaction of hearing me moan or gasp.
He pushes me to the floor as he kisses me viciously with his tongue and teeth. His tongue is all around my mouth. It slides in and laps with my tongue, while I wish to bite his and tear it off. I taste the tuna he had for dinner and the sake he drank to wash the fish down. I want to heave and make him drink it, taste the spoiled, maggot-riddled food he gives me and the faeces-infested water he makes me drink.
He removes my shirt and begins to nibble and suck my nipples. He says he wants my milk to make him stronger and more vicious. He removes my pants and is disappointed. Even with all that effort, I did not get an erection.
"That is all for tonight, then," he says.
He leaves me for another night. He will return to his room and pleasure himself instead, while thinking of me, naked and begging for him to penetrate my asshole.
I feel the burning, heaven-lifting heat in my belly, and it is growing, spreading across my body, sending a chill. And my penis erects as I think of him violating me, calling me his whore. I have not touched myself, but I come.
I gasp and shudder. I want it! I want him inside me. Now!
But I do not run after him. I am all curled up like a ball and wait for this aching thump in my penis to go away.
xoxox
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