Alias: Heya all…Here's the follow up I promised to Like a Prayer. ^_^ It's more prelude to that, still very little actual plot. But it was an enjoyable write.
Huge thanks as well to my beta reader, once again Sychogrl. Dontcha' love those nights where plotbunnies get ya simultaneously? -_-;;
Warnings: light shounen-ai..PGish, PWP
Pairing: Gojyo/Hakkai and Hakkai/Gojyo
Disclaimer: All GS Saiyuki characters belong to Minekura-sensei or I'd not be in university, ne?
White Flag
By AliasOfWestgate
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I know you think that
I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?
I know I shouldn't think this. You've told me so too. But I always think of it
anyway. I was the first to bring up. I can't keep it hidden forever, I'm always
the baka that wears his heart on his sleeve, ain't I?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life
harder
Or return to where we were
I can't take it back now. Not like I wanted to make it this awkward between
us. Really…you're that much a part of my life now. Why do we have to go back to
the same old, same old? Do you really want it that way?
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
You're nodding yes, aren't you?
I don't give up easily; you've known that since the day you woke up in my bed. I just didn't realize how much you'd gotten to me 'til later. It's not like I made this happen!
I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of 'It's over'
Then I'm sure that that makes sense
Troublemaker, yeah. That's me…but you knew that too. You still know that. I
know you encourage me, but why can't you talk to me about this? I know it's troublesome. Not like we have
anyone else either. Fine, don't talk about it, then. I'm sure denying the whole
idea of it will make sense.
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I'm still here ya know. Did you forget that? It's my house
too. We can't ignore each other here, no
way no how. Just gives me more chances to be close to you. You're not pulling
away either.
And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on
No, I'm not ignoring you. I just stopped brushing so close
to you again. I miss your scent, and now I only get a whiff of it when we have
our nightly game of cards. I have my reasons, but I'm not telling you why I
won't act like I usually do. No, I will not! You'll have to wait.
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Took long enough for you to realize didn't it? I can hold
you now, right? You know I won't let go. Hah! Since when do I think things
through? When they matter, when you matter. You matter to me, you know that.
You knew the day I mentioned that subject that I wouldn't surrender. I don't
any other time now do I? I know, I
know…but you can stay there longer you know. I won't move any faster than you
want to go. You're warm, the rest of the world can go hang. I love you, you dolt.
Yes scholarboy, I meant you when I said that.
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Owari ^_~
Enjoy!
Update: JQ chap 6 still on the burner….it'll be done. Daijoubu.