You sit next to Syo in the air port, he had a tour coming up and you were happy for him but you didn't want to apart for so long.
Two months into his tour you were going on a trip, with your whole family for a wedding the bred and the Groom sit In front of you laughing happily. You were watching a movie tapping your fingers on your arm rest. There's a loud shriek and a voice on the loud speaker telling you to prepare your emergency something before the plane crashes and everything goes black.
All you know is your leg hurts, all you know is your Mom is protectively on top of you your dad with her as well. There was a siren of an ambulance but your mothers body was much to cold and you could barely hear her breathing! You can only shout and pound the floor with your fist..but no sound comes out. Your fathers body was trembling slightly and you knew he wasn't breathing his eyes were wide open too. You shriek and fall back...still no noise...
"Ones alive!" Your dragged away from your mother and you sobbed. She was a alive you could hear her shallow breathing...or you thought you did..
You wake up in a pristine white room your head was pounding and your eyes burned from past tears and blurred with new ones.
"Ma'am.." A doctor was standing beside your bed. You nod your voice doesn't work and you brush your fingers on your neck.
"It pains me to tell you, you're the only survive of the crash...your mother and father protected you well, and took all impact of on coming glass and debris." The doctor explains. Suddenly you couldn't breath. You start to cry harder bringing your knees to your chest.
"Ma'am do you have any other family, friends, spouse?" The doctor asks. Luckily well not quite your little cousin was deaf. You knew sign language.
"Boyfriend." You sign.
"Can't you speak?" The doctor asks.
"Yes but not right now. Why?"
"Traumatic experiences can cause this, your voice will return in time for now keep signing. What's your boyfriends name?" You think for a moment.
"Kurusu Syo. He's not here." You answer with trembling hands.
"Can you answer my questions, nod yes and no." You nod.
"Did you hit your head?" You shrug.
"Were you immediately impacted?" He asks. You shake your head no.
"I'll get a hold of this Kurusu Syo." You doctor promises. You nod and lay down again and continue crying. A nurse comes in and asks if you need anything. "Could you kill me?" You sign at her. She sighs and pats your cheek, "no...I can't.." She shakes her head. "Could I have some pencils? And paper?" You sign. The nurse nods and walks out of the room. She returns with two new pencils a pencil sharpener and a note book. You were shocked she gave you a sharpener after you said you wanted to kill yourself.
"Thank you." The nurse nods and exists. You pull the blade from the sharpener but you don't do anything with it. You just look at it. You start to cry and slide the blade across your wrists. Tears stream down your cheeks and you wipe the blood off the blade. You put it down looking at your now slashed up wrist. You shove it under the pillow when your doctor enters.
"Kurusu said he'd be here as soon as possible.." He informs as he bows deeply. You think for a moment then sign, "he's out of the country.'' The doctor nods, "he'll be here soon for now we need to fix up your leg and check for major injuries, you may get away with all your cuts and bruises, nothing more." He smiles
Haha~! Hiiii everyone~! Seeing my Utapri love shine through, I did not mean to make it so sad but it just...URGH I'm going through some troubles right now ya know? So, this story will undoubtedly be VERY fluffy since it involves and injury of some sorts and anyone who read I will only love ! Know's how fluffy I get in sad moments so look forward to something like I will only love ! Minus that yaoi...So yay!
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