Thanksgiving break is boring, so i wrote this one shot. review please! I'm begging you!...or am i?
Disclaimer: I own nothing except this poem and idea :D
Quinn stood next to the hospital bed, the bed that Rachel is currently resting, sleeping, dying in. She stood there in her Cheer outfit with the grace of a head cheerleader, but if one focus they can see she's slightly shaking. Before long, she collapses into the nearby chair and sobs took over her body. Placing her head in her hand she cries for her mistakes, for her fear, but more importantly, she cries for Rachel.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." She repeated over and over and over again as if somehow if she says it longs enough, the pale girl will wake up.
After what seems like hours, Quinn calm down a bit. She took one of Rachel's pale, cold hands in her and squeezes it tightly as her tears made it way down her cheeks and into Rachel's hand before standing up, picking up her notebook and walking out the door. A piece of paper fell out from the notebook and floats gently to the ground. On it, in Rachel's red, neat cursive writing reads:
Land of Nothingness
I want to go to a land…
A land of nothingness…
A land where nothing exist…
Yet at the same time… everything exist
A land where I won't be disturb for anything
For any purpose
I can be truly peaceful
With nothing to worry about
A land where nothing is everything
A land where everything is nothing
No… it's not even a land…but just…nothing
A land of nothingness
Is this a dream?
Is this a wish?
No… this isn't a dream nor a wish…
This is…this is a…Desire
Desire…Desire… Desire…
A desire to be free
Where no one matter
Where nothing matter
Because…In this land…
This land of nothingness…
I am neither dead nor alive…
I am just there to be there
I'm not next to you
I'm not beside you
I AM one of you
Because nothing is everything
And everything is nothing
No more sexist or racist
In this land…
This land of nothingness
Nothing matter anymore…
Neither life nor death
Quinn stood at the doorway and look back and silently whispers, "I'm sorry, sorry for everything. Just, please wake up. I promise I won't stand between your relationships. Please wake up. Without you, Santana is losing it. She needs you so please, please, wake up for her. I don't care if you hate me, just please."
With that, she turns around and walks out with the grace that is expected of head cheerleader.
There! so did u expected that ending? haha anyway pleases R&R thanks